disorders

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wherein Yeji has eating disorders, Hyunjin is trying to help Yeji with it.

[WARN : DISORDERS! if you feel uncomfortable, you can skip this chapter] I also didn't know that much about eating disorders, so please correct me 😉

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Yeji used to eat properly. Untill she turned 17, She had eating disorder since she was 17 years old. And now, it's been 4 years and Hyunjin still not noticing.

Yeji sat on the table looking at the sandwich that Hyunjin made for her. She tried to eat comfortably in front of him. "Hey Ji! I'm going to grab my bag inside my bedroom" with that Hyunjin walk upstairs. Yeji quickly ate the sandwich, and swallowed them. Few second after, she can feel her stomach aching. She wants to vomit, she ran to the bathroom and vomits inside the toilet, not forgetting to flush. Yeji washed her hands hand also her face and walked back to the dining room. Hyunjin already waiting for her. "C'mon Ji, we're going to be late"

"Yeah wait up" Yeji grabbed her bag and walked alongside with Hyunjin.

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It was lunch time, Yeji walked beside Chaeryeong as they talked they also bought something for their lunch. Yeji bought fried meatballs, Chaeryeong bought bento with her.

"Eonnie, you only eat that for lunch??" Chaeryeong asked. Yeji looked up, and nodded. Chaeryeong nodded back. In the middle of lunch time, Chaeryeong notice Yeji finish her lunch earlier. "Woah eonnie, you finished earlier than me, usually I did" Yeji just laughed at her. Then, she felt her stomach aching again. "Eum Chaeryeong-ah, I'm gonna use the bathroom real quick" Yeji said.

"Sure eonnie!" with that Yeji left the cafeteria and speed-walk towards the girls bathroom. She was lucky that no one in there, she enter one of the stall and starting to vomit. It last for 5 to 10 minutes, she flushed. And walked outside the stall, she grabbed something inside her pocket. It was a medicine to ease her stomachache. She forgot to bring her water bottle, so she had no choice than just chew the medicine.

It's not the first time she use the medicine, she used it when she vomit more than once. (pls don't hesitate to correct me y'all)

Yeji walked out the bathroom and went back to the cafeteria and sat back. "Oh eonnie, you're already back"

"Yeji eonnie, what class you'll be having next?" asked Chaeryeong. "well... psychology I guess" Yeji asnwered. "Oh we're on the same class next" said Chaeryeong. Yeji just smiled.

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Time skip>>
cause ur author here is to lazy to think for the next plot :"]

Yeji change her outfit into more comfortable one, she sat on the bed, looking down at the medicine on her hand. "Huh... I hate this" she said as she slipped the medicine inside her study book.

She went downstairs, noticing that Hyunjin probably hanging out with his gang or something. So the house is all on Yeji herself. She sat down on the bean bag and turn the TV on. She sighed and just let the TV on and putting her attention to her phone instead.

There's a message from Hyunjin, few minutes ago.

The other me 👦💀

hey Ji! I'll be home in a minute, don't lock the front door you sly cat!
read at 14:25 PM

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Yeji sighed, again. She decided to try eating something like cheesecake that Hyunjin bought for her yesterday. She stared at the cake that was on the dining table and hestitated to pick the fork. But she just go for it.

As the cake went inside her mouth, she chewed slowly and soon she swallowed it. She waited for atleast 3 minutes, and she feel normal.

"Huh... that's weird" Yeji said. Not long after, she heard the front door opened. Meaning that Hyunjin is already home. "You came back earlier I see" said Yeji as she flopped down the stool and walked towards him. "Bought anything?"

Hyunjin chuckled, and messed Yeji's already messy bun. "Yup! I brought your favorite snack while I was on my way back home"

Yeji blankets out for a seconds, but not wanting to Hyunjin notice it, she smiled. But of course, Hyunjin notice her sudden expression before. But he kept quote about it. "Thanks oppa! I'll eat it later" Yeji put the snack inside the basket that is full of snacks. Yeji's one.

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currently they were playing games together. Yeji keep arguing with Hyunjin because Hyunjin keep winning every round. (same gurl... same)

Suddenly, Yeji felt like throwing up. She immediately put down the joystick and ran to the bathroom. Hyunjin was of course confused, He followed her quietly.

Yeji sat on the floor facing the toilet, keep vomiting for about 2 minutes now. Yeji took a deep breath after she felt like not wanting to vomit anymore.

"I guess it's because the cheesecake that I ate... "

Yeji flushed the toilet, cleaned herself. And walked outside the bathroom.

She was surprised seeing Hyunjin's worried looking face. "Yeji?! I heard you kept vomiting. What happened?! Tell me!" Hyunjin said grabbing both of Yeji's shoulder.

'I guess I have to tell him then...' Yeji thought.

"I-i..." Hyunjin waited for her answer.

"I have eating disorder..." not wanting to see Hyunjin's expression she lowered her head, holding her cries.

Instead she receive a hug. "My gosh Yeji, you should have told me sooner!"

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Now they were sitting on Yeji's bedroom couch. She showed the pills to Hyunjin. "Since when it started?" He asked

"When I was 17"

"What?! that long?! Yeji... you know the longer you ignored it, worst thing could happen!" Hyunjin said.

"We'll going to the doctor, asking if they can help you or not. Okay?"

"Yeah sure whatever"

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time skip>>

They are now sitting at the couch, playing games together as usual. They just arrived from the hospital. The doctors said that psychotherapy could help her. But Yeji dislike the idea of having psychotherapy, so she decided to go with consuming medicine and try to eat comfortable food, her favorite, etc.

"How are you feeling now Ji?"

"I actually felt relieved, knowing that I have finally tell my secret" Yeji said.

"You need to tell Chaeryeong too ya know" Hyunjin said.

"huh yeah"

They ended up playing games untill 11 PM. of course they remember time too

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hi there-! I planned to make another version of this book. But it's AESPA and NCT :)) I either could make couple and siblings story between AESPA and NCT members.

btw don't forget to vote and comment!

see you in the next chapter!!
-sea 🌊

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