I've been out of the hospital for 3 days, and i still haven't seen harry since our kiss. It's not like we haven't been talking. We've actually been talking non-stop. My parents seem a little freaked out about that. I have never used my phone other than listening to music until now. The reason i haven't seen Harry again yet is because of my parents. They think if i go out somewhere without them im going to jump off a bridge or something. I definitaly wouldn't, at least not now. Now i have something to live for. No, not just Harry, but the aspect of love all together.
I'm not in love yet, like, not IN LOVE in love, but i like the thought of falling in love with him. Having fun with him, and being normal with him. Maybe even making friends i will grow to love. Eventually a family that i will love. I don't want to die before expirencing true love.
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"MOM! JUST LET ME GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!!!!'
"NO!! You tried to kill yourself if you don't remember! You are not mentally stable to be on your own. And besides, you have support group tonight."
Fuck. I had forgotten about that
"Do i really have to go to that? Its not like its going to help with anything. I'm fine"
"Are you shitting me? You cut yourself and you attempted suicide! I wouldn't call that "fine""
it had been a long time since i heard her cuss. I thought about what i could do to get to go out. Simple.
"If i go to these support groups willingly, can i go out on my own?"
She pondered for a few seconds, but eventually sighed, "Fine"
"Ok!!!! So when is this thing?"
"In 15 minutes."
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Savior
FanfictionAutumn is being eaten away by the depression inside her. She can never live up to brother Ian's accomplishments. Her parents don't know what to do with her. She never smiles, and eventually she tries to kill herself. Even though it didn't work, it m...
