Ariana POV
Today was my parents funeral and it's a little crazy because I had my son a few days ago I didn't wanna bring him into this sad environment but it really wasn't my choice.
I named him Myles ..
I really didn't want to do this I was so broken inside nothing was the same and it hadn't been that long. half of the family has fallen into depression. Izaya is still very very heart broken, Isaac won't stop smoking and doing bad drugs. and me ? I'm still trying to hold up from the moment that my parents were taken away from me.
I stood up on the stand and cleared my throat
"Okay hi everyone I'm glad you're all here," I took a deep breath "I'm here to talk about my parents the best people I knew in my life the happiest couple I have ever seen!" I stood back for a little and then back
(This is a song but I changed up some of the words because its for a boyfriend death it's called baby missing you by 1st lady :) )
I took a deep breath before starting again "What did I do to deserve this? I didn't even get one last hug from you , God took your love from me he needed some angels so he took mine. I need to feel you holding me I need to feel your touch cause I miss your love so much and I can't keep on living this way I need you here with me, why would he take you away from me! It's hard for me to tell you I love you as I'm standing over your grave and I know I'll never hear your voice again, why did you leave me? why couldn't you just stay ? because my world is nothing without you now I don't know what to do with myself." I took a long pause wiping my tears
"I really don't know what to do with myself I can't stand looking at those pictures in my shelf knowing it was just one week ago, I stood there and took that picture, there's just one thing that I want to know. Why would God want to hurt me so bad? Does he know how much it hurts to be missing you? God dammit I love you why did he take you away from me cause I love you so . I miss you so much I just can't go on without you"
I walked of and everyone clapped
Years Later
"Where's Myles?" Jake walked into my house "In his room " he nodded and ran off Dom walked in "Smells good in here" she smiled I nodded "I guess" I smiled "Where's the baby?" "He's barely waking up" she laughed pointing at little baby Drew who was stumbling while walking "Come here baby" Dom smiled getting up and picking him up and sitting him on her lap while he rested on her chest
"So how have you been?" "Better" I nodded and so did she "Yeah that's gonna be tough to get over for everyone" "It's been a couple of years and I'm still trying to just face it but I can't I pass by their old house on the daily and it makes me so sad" I wiped my eye
"It'll be okay don't you worry about a thing their up there with a smile on their face because you're such an independent and amazing woman look at you taking the responsibility of some teenagers and now a new born I'm sure their isn't one dissapointed bone in their body!" she smiled "Thanks Dom I love you so much!" I hugged her
Every since the accident Dom and Jake have been the only parent figures I had in my life and it honestly helped me a lot and the twins a lot
Isaac walked out shirtless and onto the porch pulling out his cigarette yup he has not stopped smoking and it gets me aggrivated "Yes still on that huh?" I nodded "He won't stop I don't know what to do or say because anything I do or say he'll just add on more to how much he does now" I sighed
"What does he do?" "Everything you can think of" she shook her head "Where's Izaya?" "Probably sleeping" "How is he doing?" "He goes on walks with Sophie" "Aww" she smiled and I nodded
"I've talked to Lexi about Isaac and he won't listen to her either" "Maybe Jake needs to talk to him" "I heard my name" Jake walked through with Myles in his arms I lightly laughed "Look' Dom pointed at Isaac who was out there smoking "I got him" he chuckled putting Myles down
"You hungry?" "Yesth!" he squealed I laughed and picked him up putting him in his high chair and putting his pancake eggs and back on his plate they were all broken down to smaller pieces and he has his orange juice on the side "You guys hungry?" they nodded and sat down I served Dom and she fed Andrew I walked up to Izaya's room
"Breakfast is ready come on" "I know I smelt it an hour ago" he stretched and yawned "Crusty ass clean your room and brush your teeth!" "Get out!" he sighed throwing a pillow at me I laughed and closed the door I passed by Isaac while going down the stairs "Breakfast is ready" he nodded and hugged me super tightly "I'm so sorry for this" "Whats wrong Isaac?" I rubbed his back
"I'm just sorry sorry for everything for smoking being a dick I'm sorry for it all I realized life is too short and I'm just sorry!" "Its fine Isaac I just want the best for you!" I pulled away and looked him in the eye he noddeed I wiped his tears with my hand "Come on let's go eat" I smiled taking his hand down stairs to the kitchen
"Got em" Jake chuckled and Isaac smiled wiping his face and sitting down "Izaya get your crusty ass down here!" I yelled I heard him get out of his room and walk downstairs loudly "I'm here now so shut it!" he sighed sitting down
"I will throw this pancake at your face you punk!" I held up his plate which caused everyone to laugh
After eating Jake and Dom went home "Where's Alex?" "He should be home soon" I started cleaning up "Okay ready?" Izaya whispered to Isaac "Are you guys planning to kill me or?" "Never we just wanted to thank you!"
"Thank me?" they nodded "For caring for us taking this huge responsibility we love you Ariana you have no idea we have no idea where we would be without you! you're the best sister anyone could ask for and we mean it " "Youre the strongest person I know besides mom but you're so much like her it's like being home again. I wiped my tears and hugged them tightly
We all looked down for a little when the door flung open and the air knocked down my picture frames I had Isaac closes the door and Izaya grabbed the broom
"Whoa whoa wait" I furrowed my eyebrows "What?" they walked over "Look I picked up the first picture which was of me and mom "What?" "Mom always hated this picture " I smiled a little "Okay?" I lifted the other "And this is a picture of me and Alex on our wedding day" I stood up smiling
"I think I get you" I nodded "I don't" Isaac raised his eyebrow "Mom knocked down the picture she hated and dad knocked over the picture if Ariana and Alex because he doesn't like seeing his princess with another man" Izaya smiled patting his shoulder "Oh I get it" he smiled wide we looked at eachother our smiles wider than they have ever been
Myles started laughing we turned around and he was just laughed by himself "its them" I smiled while wiping my tears the boys hugged me and we all were just in complete shock that this happened. could it be? or was it just a coincidence?
Either way their memory will always live on. Myles & Sylvia Parrish forever
A/N : Oh Jesus Christ this book is done I have no idea how to react I feel as if I lost someone lol well I know this is a very depressing end but I didn't want to do that cliche shit that happens in every fan fiction so I hope you guys don't hate me 😓 I loved writing this book thank you all for sticking with me through this book I love you all ❤️❤️😭 and about the sequel I don't know how that would be done so yeah let me know what you think !😉😘
