blush :: komahina

closer

nagito pov. 

location: hopes peak academy
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i sighed and stared at my desk. i was early today, but i almost got ran over. no biggie. 
i had completely spaced out until i heard loud noises and crying. 
i sighed. 
mikan. 

" are you okay sweetie? " nanami asked, pulling up her currently crying and blushing girlfriend. 
mikan sobbed.
" i-i'm s-s-so sorry! y-you d-didn't deserve t-to see me i-in a p-position a-as gross as t-that!" 

" hey, hey don't worry about it mikan. theres nothing to apologize for, okay? " chiaki tried reassuring her. 

" b-but-- " 

" no buts. " chiaki puffed out her cheeks and led the stuttering girl to her desk. 

mikan wiped her tears with her bandaged hands and smiled at the pearlette. 

" i-i love y-you. " 
" i love you too, mikan. now please, stop apologizing over everything. its okay. " chiaki replied. 
they had announced their relationship awhile ago, and suprisingly, everybody was accepting. 
they were in a poly relationship with mioda, but she hasn't arrived yet. 

apparently sonia and akane are together aswell. 
i'm happy for them. 

sometimes i wish i had someone to love. 
that's selfish though, so i try my best not to think about it. 
trash like myself doesn't deserve love or affection. 
especially from someone like hinata-kun. 

me and hinata-kun have gotten closer since the tsun-tsun incident. 
he likes kusamochi so i decided to get some for him as a present today. 
when i see him, i'll give it to him. 


for most of the day i was spaced out or dissociating. 
nothing important happened, i don't think. 
i heard the school bell going off, which meant school was over. 
it would have been sweet relief, but not to me. 
i'm always alone after school. nobody to talk too, 
nowhere to go, nothing to do.. 

until hajime and kokichi came into my life. 

" HEY NAGI-WAGI! WAIT UPPP! " shouted oma. he's quite the character, but he's like a brother to me so i don't really mind. he makes me feel happy, and thats all i need. 

" SLOW DOWNNNNNNNN! " kokichi yelled after me as i let out a giggle. 

a few seconds later he was by my side, panting like a dog after playing fetch. 
" you..are..so...fast.. " he breathed, practically choking. 

" not really, my legs are just long. " i replied with an ugly smile on my disgusting face. 

kokichi was about up to my chest. he's short, due to malnourishment. 
i hate his mother more than myself. 
anyways, lets not think about that. 

" yeah AND you're fast. " the grape chirped. 

a few minutes of talking went by and he had vanished to his house. 
yay, now i'm alone. 

until i spotted him. i forgot to give him the kusamochi earlier so nows my chance. 
i skipped over to him. " hinata-kunn! " i chirped and did a little spin. 

" heya komaeda, whatcha' got there? " he pointed at the wrapped present. 
i handed it to him. 
he opened it and his eyes lit up. 
" thankyouthankyouthankyou! i haven't had kusamochi in such a long time! " he practically squealed. 

" aha, it's no problem! i just um, wanted to get you something since you've been really.. nice to me lately--! " i was quite flustered because he actually liked the thing i got him. 
i was practically dieing when he decided to hug me on the spot. 
" komaeda you're so sweet! " he smiled, letting go.  " want some? " he asked. 

i don't like sweets but for him, i'll do anything.
i took his offer and bit into it. 
it was quite.. chewy, but i liked it. 
i looked over to see hajime happily eating the food i got him, swaying his legs from side to side on the bench we had sat on. 

after he was finished, he had done something i never expected anyone to do. 


" do you wanna hang out? " he asked. 

i was practically dead. 

" u-umm yeah! yeah! i mean trash like me doesn't really deserve to be hanging out with someone like me but- " i was cut off by hajime putting his hand over my mouth. 
" komaeda you aren't trash, you're beautifu- " i cut him off by licking his hand. 
i was laughing profusely while hajime just flapped the hand i licked around. 
" s-stupid! you're so grosss! " he groaned. 

" tsun tsunn~ " i chirped, giggling. 

he gave me a death stare and i stopped giggling. 
i just elbowed him in the shoulder. 

" soooo where are we gonna go? " hajime asked, sitting up. 

" uhh how about my house? it isn't that far from here- " i suggested, sitting up aswell. 

" noooo, your house is booringggg! " hajime groaned as if he were a child. 

" ughh, then you decide. " i huffed, crossing my arms. 

" how abouttttt... OOH! LET'S GO TO HOT TOPIC! " hajimes eyes were practically stars at this point. 

" alrighty then! " i replied. 

hajime grabbed onto my hand and started dragging me along, giggling. 


a/n :: happy homos uwu!! sorry this is a bit short aha.. 

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