blush :: komahina

concern

" you.. what? " i croaked, petrified. 

" you heard me. " komaeda sighed. 

" no- noonnonon- " i whispered, almost crying. 
" hey. it's okay. " komaeda tried reassuring me. 

" NO, NO ITS NOT KOMAEDA. YOU'RE GONNA FUCKING DIE! I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE BECAUSE.. BECAUSE I'M YOUR FRIEND KOMAEDA. I WANNA SPEND EVERY LAST MOMENT WITH YOU! " i yelled, practically choking. 

i couldn't tell him how much i actually loved him . 



" hajime, pleas- " he looked down. 

" NO! KOMAEDA, WHY ARE YOU SO CALM ABOUT THIS? YOU DON'T KNOW HOW MUCH EVERYONE LOVES YOU. YOU AREN'T TRASH, YOU AREN'T USELESS. " i yelled, squeezing his hands tighter. 

he just sobbed and fell into my arms. 

" th-thank you. " komeada sniffled. 

" no, thank you. " i cried. 

komaeda was such an important part of my life. 
it doesn't matter if we've only known eachother for a short time. 

he.. was certainly something. 

i think i'm truly in love with this boy. 

~

" HEYYYYY! LOVEBIRDSSSSSSSS! " ibuki shouted, waving her hands. 

me and komaeda started blushing profusely. i mean, i won't deny that i like him anymore so i might aswell just let this slide. 
komaeda removed himself from the hug. 

" u-uhm, yeah? " he sniffled. 

" oh, sorry nothing important. we're just gonna go to bed. are you? " ibuki giggled. 

" ibukiiiii, we know they're gonna fuck so why even ask them thatt? of course they aren't gonna sleep! " kokichi yelled from the tree he was hanging from.. how'd he even get there? 

" we aren't gonna do that kokichi! he doesn't even like me in that way. " komaeda huffed, causing chiaki to chuckle from inside the van. 

" lets see about thatt~ " she cooed, causing ibuki to blush.. for some reason. 

what did she mean? 

oh well. 

~ 

" i guess we won't go to bed. n-not to do anything weird though, you perverts! " i yelled, crossing my arms. 

komaeda just looked me in the eyes and smirked. 

" are you sure about that, hinata-kun~? " he whispered in a seductive tone of voice, breathing on my neck.

suddenly he looked.. hotter than ever. 
i could just imagine him sweating and moanin- HAJIME, NO. 


i flushed. 

i'll get back at him. 
i cupped his cheek. 

" mmm... maybe i'm not completely sure.. what do you think, nagito? " i spoke in the same tone of voice he had spoke to me in. 

we both practically died at that moment. our lips were practically touching. 

i looked at the corner of my eye and saw ibuki silently fangirling, chiaki whispering a " yess! " while jerking her fist and.. kokichi just staring in awe. 

" maybe we should then. " he replied, chuckling ever so slightly. 

thats it. 

i backed away. 

" god damnitt, and i thought *i* was a topp... " i whimpered, pouting at komaeda who had a smug look on his face. 

" ohh, i'm not a top.. unless you want me to top you? " komaeda giggled. 

everyone just sighed, retreating to their own business, seeing it was just a joke.

" nahh, i'd rather top you. " i grinned. " i could top you right now if you wanted tooo~! " i chuckled. when did i gain the confidence to say that? ehe, whatever. 

" shut up ya shortie. " komaeda huffed dramatically. 

" marshmallow. " i giggled, ruffling komaedas hair. 

" twink! " komaeda smirked, tackling me. 

" gayy~! " i laughed, trying to shove him off of me. 

he just put all his weight on me. 
he's incredibly light.

" says you! " komaeda retorted, biting my arm. 

" OWIEE! you're the one that practically suggested having sex! " i yelled.

" next time i'll bite your neck. " komaeda mumbled. 

what. 

a/n :: so uh yeah lol. this is just a bunch of highschoolers having fun!! sorry this was short and ooc