Addicted To The Feeling

Part 48

-Colby-

"Noooooo" i said as flopped down on my bed

"PLEASE!!!" Y/N said as she started pulling on my arm

"I don't wanna go out. Im sorry but i just don't want to"  i told her as i felt really bad

"Fine. Ill just go with Corey then" she said as she let go of my arm and left my room

I felt bad, trust me. I literally go everywhere with her but this time i didn't want to. I just want to be alone. Im literally pushing everyone away from me, even my own girlfriend.
  I just really wanna be alone. Something in me is changing. Like- if the old me is coming back and i don't know how to feel about it. Not sure if im scared of it or if im a little happy about it. I guess you can say its like a little demon in me trying to take over my little angel that wants to protect me.

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I was outside laying on the trampoline and hitting a vape pen. I then feel something walk towards me and i look to see a cat. The cat that has been around the backyard, not only one but multiple. The cat laid on my chest as i was just looking up at the sky. All i did was just overthink everything

-Jake-

I saw Colby outside laying on the trampoline and i guess he was smoking cause i kept seeing smoke every 3 min. I guess he really did go back to smoking. I just laughed and went back to my room where Tara was.

"He's out there smoking" i said to her and she looked up from her laptop

"Where is he??" She said as she sat up

"Trampoline" i said as she went running to go see him

I followed behind her as she just laughed.

"Look you guys!! He is back to smoking, i guess he really is fucked in the head" she said as she laughed

"What. Are. You. Doing." I said as i crossed my arms

"Nothing, just recording him. I posted it on my IG story" she said as she smiled

"UM- ARE U CRAZY?! DELETE IT! Y/N IS GONNA SEE IT. HE'S GONNA KNOW IT WAS US YOU DUMBASS" i yelled

She just stayed quiet as she opened up her IG and deleted it.

"I swear Tara omg" i said as i shook my head

"Im leaving"

"YOU BETTER PRAY TO GOD NO ONE SAW THAT VIDEO!" I yelled out

-Colby-

My phone kept ringing. I saw that i was being mentioned on twitter and instagram. I gently took the cat off my chest so i can sit up properly. I opened twitter and there is a video of me laying on the trampoline as i blew out smoke.

"LOOK WHAT TARA POSTED ON HER IG STORY! YOU CAN ALSO HEAR JAKE IN THE BACKGROUND" 

I clicked on the video and its Tara talking and laughing about me smoking again. I literally left the trampoline and ran inside. I saw her opening the front door as i pulled her by her arm

"What the FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?? HUH??" I yelled at her as Jake came out of his room

"Are you fucking insane??? What the hell is your problem. Leave me the fuck alone and stop posting shit about me!!" I said as i let go of her arm

"YOU TOO JAKE! I KNOW IT WAS YOU THAT LEFT THAT BOX UNDER MY BED!"

"He dragged me in it Colby!" Tara yelled

"YOU BOTH STAY AWAY FROM ME! All you two wanna do is ruin my life! I fucking hate you both! YOU MAKE ME LIFE SO FUCKING HARD!" I said as i made my way to my room.

I slammed the door shut and just cried myself to sleep

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LOL IN THIS STORY, WE DON'T LIKE JARA
Im gonna try my best to post often!! Also, do you collect squishmallows?? If so, how many do you have??