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my teacher called me the next day saying we had two more months off because of a death in the school i pulled out the camera when jack was sleeping started another prank this one he couldn't get mad at me for mia planned it which is always a bad idea but i went with it she gave me a fake pregnancy test that said i was pregnant "hi i just woke up and jacks behind me sleeping today we're gonna do yet another prank that involves no injuries, breakups, or hopefully fights so lemme just explain it in the hallway before jack wakes up" i walked into the hall "k so my lovely friend mia which i'll put a photo right now gave me a fake pregnancy test that's positive to you prank my future husband with so yeah basically when he wakes up it'll be all set up i'll be in the bathroom stressing and tell him then we see his reaction i only do this because jacks reactions are normally the only interesting thing in our relationship and because you guys need quality jack content" i put my thumb up and smiled then turned it off and set up which was just setting the camera in a hidden place he woke up 30 minutes later so i turned off my phone and pulled out the pregnancy test "uhh baby come here please" he walked into the bathroom "what princess" i handed it to him he looked at it for a minute "so whose the father" i almost started laughing i didn't answer thoe he looked down at me "olivia what's something we haven't done in this relationship" i smiled for a split second "loads of things" he rolled his eyes "anyways whose the father maybe corbyn or who knows xavier?" i sighed "where's the camera olivia" i put my hands on my head "there's no camera i'm pregnant" he laughed "where's the fucking camera for real" i looked down "jack im pregnant no cameras" he hit the wall making me jump "olivia are you fucking serious" i nodded "so what im actually nothing to you now let me guess corbyn is the god damn father" i dragged corbyn in this against his will if jack tried fighting him i'd end the prank i nodded again "tell me this is a prank before i fucking kill him" i forced tears and looked up at him he was pissed "why are you playing victim you cheated on me and had a kid with my best fucking friend" i wanted to end it before someone got hurt but i didn't "i did it when you were gone because you broke up with me" he rested his back on the door frame and looked up "why olivia" i got bored so i decided to end it "because mia bought a fake pregnancy test and wanted me to do this" i giggled he looked at me and rolled his eyes "your an ass olivia" i smiled "thank you baby" i grabbed the camera and made an outro a couple days later i got my tiktok leggings just to make a tiktok with them (if you know what i'm talking about good if not look it up on tiktok) i put them on amd fell in love with them i changed into shorts after obsessing over them jack was at a skate park all day when he got back i was in the kitchen getting ice cream he walked behind me and hugged me i was wearing a crop top and his hands were freezing i shivered "i like how your eating my ice cream" i giggled and gave him a bite "thank you bubs" i nodded i ate my ice cream then changed into the leggings when jack was in the shower he came down and i started the video "hey baby do you like my new leggings" he walked behind me and slapped my ass and i laughed "yes i do" he sat down at the table "i feel like my butt looks big" i giggled "you'd be right" i laughed again "thank you i guess" a couple hours later i made another tiktok i was sitting in my room and started recording "JACK" he walked into my room "what" "i want a baby" i giggled "why" "cause our kids would be cute" "we'll talk later i'm busy" i burst out laughing it was around 8:00 when i fell asleep but i woke up when jack walked in he laid down and pulled me by the waist "i love you more than you could ever know olivia seavey" i continued acting like i was asleep until i fell asleep then next morning i wanted to vlog or whatever so i pulled out my camera and started "hi i just woke up i don't know why i start videos so early it's like 7:00 am anyways jacks still asleep behind me looking all cute or whatever i literally think he's the only person in this house who looks good when they're sleeping ok so i'm gonna vlog
possibly me doing dumb things or hang out with my future husband i refer to him as that a lot on here" i got up got ready did my hair changed then planned my day "k everyone's still asleep but i have to pick up my little sister to take her to the dentist then after that me and mia are gonna do little present boxes for our boyfriends and thennn me and jack are gonna go to a restaurant after that i don't know what we're doing so let's go get my sister" i turned off the camera but turned it back on a few minutes later" i just got pulled over because the guy behind me was on something so that's just great oh shit i forgot to text jack where i am one moment" i texted him then realized i didn't have my license my jaw dropped the police officer walked up to my window "hello do you know why i pulled you over" i nodded "ok that's good can i get your license and registration please" (idk what they say) "i actually don't think i have my license lemme check" i opened the thingy in the middle of the car and grabbed mine and jacks accidentally i flipped them over and handed him mine "may i also see the other one please" i handed him jacks and looked at the camera confused "do you know where jack is" i didn't answer for a second "yea why" "he's wanted for theft" my face went pale "theft?!" "yes where is he" "my house" "please write down your address and i won't give you ticket" he handed me paper and pen i wrote it down and handed it back to him he gave me my license and everything but not jacks "you can leave have a good day thank you" i was still shocked but started driving "did i just avoid a ticket by turning my boyfriend in for theft i think i did umm hey siri call baby" he answered straight away
j:you got pulled over olivia
o:don't olivia me your wanted for theft
j:how did you find out
o:i pulled out both of our license on accident and he saw yours
j:ok did you give him mine
o:yes and he's on his way to the house
he hung up on me "i swear to u guys sometimes  i wonder if he's insane honestly" i pulled into my grandparents driveway and grabbed the camera i got frankie and took her to the dentist then dropped her back off i turned the camera back on while i was pulling out of the driveway "so i don't know what's gonna happen with jack i might have to call mia and cancel plans while i try to help jack i might leave it up to daniel to help him but i have no clue actually im gonna call jack then mia" i called jack and put it on speaker phone
j:good news im not in jail bad news i have to go to court next week or something
o:your a dumbass
j:i prefer the love of my life
o:ok now be quiet i just dropped frankie back off at my grandparents now me and mia are going shopping
j:k see you when you get home love you
o:love you too
"k next objective get mia and go to the store" i picked her up then drove to the store i took the camera in i was getting bored so just for fun i grabbed a pregnancy test and put it in the cart she lit up with excitement "am i getting nieces and nephews" i started laughing and shook my head no she started frowning i put them back a man who had to be 30 walked up to us i put the camera in the cart facing me and mia "what are you two pretty ladies doing in here" we were both super uncomfortable "shopping" he laughed "are any of you single" me and mia looked at each other then faked gagging "were 18 and we both have boyfriends sorry" he smiled "you don't mind cheating i don't mind younger girls" "we're ok" we just walked away "i am uncomfy" i laughed "ok umm what else do we need" mia looked at the list "well we need a gift box then we need to go to walmart for the pictures" i didn't say anything and grabbed two boxes then we checked out when we got in the car jack texted me
jack|can you get popsicles
olivia|no🌝
jack|please
olivia|make me
jack|please
olivia|bye
jack|nooo
"jack just asked for popsicles" i put my phone only lap and gave mia the camera "what'd you tell him" she tried to set the camera up but failed "me the beautiful olivia told him no" she laughed we went to walmart then to my house to set it up "this is gonna take too long" mia stood in the doorway looking confused i grabbed her arm and dragged her close to me
"what's happening" she pointed at the couch where jack and mias boyfriend was "have you introduced them" she shook her no "odd well hurry i'll grab the stuff and you grab the camera" we ran up stairs and set up the camera
"so mias boyfriend is at our house hanging out with jack odd i know saying i've never introduced jack to xayden and mias never introduced xayden to jack" we put a time lapse on and worked on it for two hours then it was finished "yay finished now we get our boyfriends" mia paused me for a second "we change and the give them it i'm uncomfortable"  "good point" we changed grabbed the camera and boxes then went downstairs "i'm gonna die the boys aren't even here anymore one second" i texted jack
olivia|where are you
i waited 20 minutes "k so he read my text but didn't get back to me and i love him so much i'm gonna call him"
o:jack where are you
j:secret places
o:loser
j:gorgeous
o:come home with xayden
j:i will in a little
o:k bye baby
j:bye amazing beautiful gorgeous girlfriend
i laughed and he hung up on me "k now what do we do" i shrugged  we waited for them to get back the. mia and xayden left me and jack ate dinner and i ended the vlog the next day jack got a call saying he had to go to court today he left 4 hours later i got a call saying he was in jail for a month i sat in disbelief for at least an hour after a few days i decided to vlog again "hi again i'm always making videos so early anyway let's talk before i start my day i'm not talking to much on this subject saying i wanna keep a lot private but jack won't be in any videos for a month and you'd probably know why but i'm not gonna say it so just to let you guys know he won't be here also please don't send hate to my curly haired baby we'll get all of this figured out on our own in private he'll be ok i promise" i got ready then asked corbyn if he wanted to hang out at the beach for the day he said yes i also invited mia "hi i'm at the beach with corbyn and mia and it's windy" me and mia took a bunch of photos after hanging out at the beach me and mia always like to either prank jack or something so she ran in and bought pregnancy tests and put them under my sink a week later me and mia were on my bed hanging out i got a call from the police station technically from jack
o:hi baby how's it going
j:horrible
o:i'm sorry give it i think two weeks and you can some home
j:yea i miss you bubs
o:i miss you too
j:love you princess i have to go
o:love you to baby
j:bye
o:bye
me and mia planned a evening on the overpass waiting for the train and so we could take photos we got food before we left the month passed super slowly but over the time i don't know why but i experienced suicidal thoughts i didn't tel anyone though i didn't want to get sent anywhere i ate less and less and kinda just sat in bed the day jack got back i was crying over the thoughts in my head it was like a constant loop of pain but it was mental pain jack walked in i looked up and wiped my tears from my eyes and smiled sniffling my eyes were bloodshot from crying and not sleeping i had lost 10 pounds and my face was pale "hi baby" he grabbed me and hugged me "what's wrong" i wiped my nose with my sleeve and sniffled again "nothings wrong why" he wiped my tears "olivia what's wrong" i started crying even more he laid down with me "i k-keep having suicidal thoughts and hurts so much i just want it to stop" i hugged him even tighter he didn't let me go i heard him sniffle as well i fell asleep like i usually do when i cry i woke up at least 2 hours later and jack was still holding
me he wasn't asleep either he was just looking at the wall with glistening eyes and a rosy nose and cheeks he looked down and saw i was awake he looked back up and we both said nothing we didn't do anything for the rest of the day and night i woke up before him and left i didn't know where i was going but i packed two sets of clothes and a hair brush i got in my car and left i also took the camera and started it i was crying again but started talking "i don't like talking about sad topics or anything like that but it has to be said i've been suicidal lately and i told jack cause he came back yesterday i don't know where i'm going right now but all i know is i'll be gone for a little no one knows what i'm doing i just woke up packed grabbed my things and left i think i'm planning on going to Oregon but i have no clue i don't think i'll call or text anyone or post anywhere other than here oh that reminds me thank you for 50 k i appreciate it and i'm pretty it all came from jacks video but i don't know i'll talk to you guys in a little"

ha losers you have to wait and this is real long-jordyn

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