Broken

Chapter 3

Driving down the road not knowing where I'm going all I know is I can't stay there with him. I didnt think he would do this, I thought we were happy, I thought he was happy, was I not good enough for him anymore? I was with him even though my family hated him, they told me if I was with him, they didn't want anything to do with me, I didn't care I loved him, I gave up everything for him, and he does this to me! And now I can't get my family back they died two years ago in a house fire, I never got to say I loved them one last time, cause of him, maybe being with him was a mistake.

I decided to pull over and call my best friend Nikki. "Hello this is Nikki" a sweet little voice said. "Nikki it's Taylor can I stay the night with you please? I have no were to go Nikki." I said as I tried to hold the tears back. " Are you alright? You know you always have a place here if you need it sweet heart."

Pulling into Nikki's drive way, after turning off the car, I looked in the mirror noticing how my makeup made me look like a drunk raccoon, from it running down my face from all the crying over all that had happened tonight. I knock on the large wooden door of Nikki's mansion. It must be nice to be rich I thought to myself. As soon as the door opened Nikki lunged at me wrapping her arms around me for a warm hug. "come in and tell me whats going on, whats got my best friend in this state ?" she said looking at me with concern.

As I told her all that had happened I could see the anger in her eyes, knowing how Louis had hurt me. "He doesn't deserve you, I know what will make you feel better, I'll set you up with my trainer from the gym, he has the looks that would make any girl drool, plus he's single." As she went to dial the phone I grabbed it from her hand. " I don't think I'm ready to go out with someone, I really just want to be with myself and figure out what I'm going to do about Louis, I mean am I gonna stay with him or just move on? I'm in so much shock right now." staring at the wall, I heard her sigh " alright, but I know y'all would hit it off great, y'all would be perfect together."

After all the talking and crying, we both decided it was time to get some sleep, I decided I would take a shower before bed, as the stream from the hot water filled the room, I stepped in letting the hot water hit me, after everything it felt nice to be warm I felt so cold after I found them. I honestly can't see how I could get past this, I won't be able to have sex without thinking about her, how many other women has he had? thinking about him I broke down til I had no more tears.

After drying off I slipped on a t-shirt and shorts Nikki had lent me. Crawling into bed felt so amazing the big and fluffy comforter wrapped me up, finally some well needed rest.
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Hope y'all like, please comment, what do you think she should do? Go back to Louis or move on? Love y'all