Broken

Chapter 5

* That night *

I've been back from work for an hour and can't get Matt out of my head, I need to stop I don't know anything about him but god he looked like a king, I'd serve him any day. No, I need to stop this right now how can I be thinking like this I should be crying and depressed, but for some reason I'm not. I do miss Louis though.

Before I could even think more about him, I hear Nikki outside my door.
" Taylor suppers done", I don't really feel like eating, " I'm not really hungry, I think I'll just look for an apartment tonight".
" What not hungry what if I told you I made pancakes then" , before she could even finish what she was going to say I was at the door, " You didn't say you made pancakes I'll always eat that"
I swear she makes the best pancakes  ever.

All through trying to eat pancakes Nikki has been staring at me, " Nikki is something on your mind you haven't taken your eyes off me since I've been down here so spill it,"
after taking a drink of her water she lets it out what I was hoping I heard her wrong but nope what I heard was right the first time
" YOU What! please tell me I heard you wrong, I told you I didn't want to go out with anyone but instead you told Matt I'd go out with him?!"

" I know but he called and asked about you and I told him what happened and"
Before she could say anymore I stopped her . " You told him why the hell would you tell him my husband cheated on me?! Where did you get the idea that was ok!!!" By now I was furious how could she now Matt wants to go out he probably just wants to cause he feels sorry for me. " I know I shouldn't have told him it slipped out, you need to get out and have some fun so please go out with him, you can kill me later but he's coming to pick you up at 8:00."
Great I have a date with a guy I know nothing about. " Fine but what am I going to wear a don't know where I'm going with him, top of that I don't have that many clothes here."

After nodding at my she grabs my arm and practically drags me up the stairs, she throws me a pair of my jeans at me and then disappears from my room.
" I don't think I should go out in just my jeans," as soon as it leaves my loops she comes back and throws a blue silky blouse that I can tell cost more than anything I would ever wear, " I can't wear this its to expensive I'll just wear a t- shirt or..."  She just grabbed the t-shirt out of my and and shook her head at me like I was her child.

" No, wear that I want you to wear that and don't worry about the price ok it will look cute on you now put it on before I go mama bear on you." Smiling I put on the shirt it fits perfect, it's tight without being so tight I look like I'm a skank. I decided to leave my hair down and put on a little makeup, by time I finish there is a knock at the door how can it be eight already.
" Well are you gonna stand there or are you going to go out?" I can't do this. " I know what you are thinking Taylor but you can do this ok just go out and have a good time , Go on get before I throw you at him ."
Laughing at me I make my way down stairs. After opening the door there he, a king dressed in black pants and a white dress shirt with the sleeves rolled up. His smile as bright as ever and his blue eyes looking at me as if he could see into my soul.
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