3rd Person POV
Billie was greeted by Brandon, standing in the entrance of his door. He stepped aside, allowing her to enter, immediately hugging her. "Congratulations mami!" He exclaimed, slightly picking her up. "Thank you, Que."She smiled. They sat down on the couch, Billie scrolling through her feed. "Dude, everybody thinks you're a dad now." Billie chuckled. "A dad?' He laughed. "Mhm." She mumbled sadly.
"Que I'm pregnant!" She said, hugging him. "Oh my god? For real?" Que asked, picking her up and holding her tightly.
Que noticed her despair in the moment, looking at her comfortingly.
Billie used the restroom, as large amounts of blood poured out of her. She was so scared. She immediately called Que. "Q-Que I don't know what's going on- I- there's so much blood and-" she said, her breath slowly being taken away. "Mama, mama, slow down, breathe, what happened?" He panicked. "I- I was using the restroom- and so much blood came out I don't know what's happening!" She yelled. "Mami, listen to me. Just keep breathing, try and clean yourself up, okay? Does it hurt?" He asked softly. "N-no, b-but what if Angelica- what if our baby girl is hurt!" She cried. "Billie, don't overthink it. I'm on my way now, please try and breathe and clean yourself up, we can go to the emergency room." He said, her breathing normalizing. "Okay, I'll see you." She said, out of breath hanging up. When he arrived, they immediately rushed to the doctor's. They sat in the waiting room, Billie's leg bouncing out of nervousness. Que lightly squeezed her hand, reassuring her everything would be fine. "Billie O'Connell?" The nurse called out. Que and Billie stood up, following the nurse to the ultrasound room. The doctor arrived, the nurse stepping aside. "Hello Billie, and,?" The doctor paused reaching her hand out to Que. "Brandon." He responded, shaking her hand. "Alright, now Billie you were saying you've been experiencing some abnormal vaginal bleeding, correct?" Billie slowly nodded her head. "Alright, Billie. Abnormal bleeding when pregnant can be a sign of miscarriage, but please do not worry now. We will do an ultrasound and make sure we hear a heartbeat, sweet heart." The doctor said. "Alright." Billie said, tears forming in her eyes. She stood up, laying down. Que right next to her, holding her hand. The doctor did an ultrasound test, her face slowly saddening. "Billie, Brandon," the doctor sighed. "There was no detection of a heartbeat." The doctor said. Billie looked over at Que, who had tears rolling down his face. "I'll give you two a moment, I'm so sorry." The doctor said, leaving. Billie looked back at Que, as they shared a kiss. "I'm sorry." Billie whispered, resting her forehead on his. "B, there's nothing you should be sorry about, I'm sorry for getting you into this situation." He sighed. "No, no, I wanted this, I wish I could've been stronger for her." Billie cried. "I love you, so, so, so much Billie. I can't explain it. And I'm sorry this happened. There's always another time." He said, crying.
Billie's eyes stayed on the floor. And soon before either of them knew it, Que was right next to her, an arm hooked around her small body, her leaning into him, crying. He heard her light sniffles, squeezing her lightly. He kissed her forehead as she sobbed. "You would've been the best mama, you know that?" He whispered, still hugging her. "I could've been, but I wasn't even strong enough for our unborn baby." She shook her head. "It was not your fault, everything happens for a reason, but having you be my baby mama would've been amazing." He chuckled. She giggled in response.
They kept talking, not realizing hours were passing. "Shit" Billie whispered. "What's up?' Brandon asked. "It's 12:57 already." Billie chuckled. "Oh shit, I'm sorry about that." He chuckled. "It's all good, do you mind if I stay the night?" She politely asked. "Of course not! Here, you can sleep in the guest room? Or I sleep in there and you can sleep in my room, whichever you're most comfortable with." He said. "I'll sleep in the guest room" Billie shrugged. She walked into the guest room, "I'm gonna take a shower, you just get comfortable." Que said, walking into his room, leading into the bathroom. Billie removed her button up long sleeve, leaving her undergarments visible. She then removed her wig, fixing up her blonde locks. She sighed, realizing she had no change of clothes. She walked up to his closed door, biting her lip. She wasn't gonna barge in, so instead she lightly knocked. "Come in." He said, no hesitation. She walked in on him, in only basketball shorts. "I just need some-"
She took a second to admire this god of a man, from his perfect face, to his broad shoulders. She looked at his muscular arms. He had been working out a lot, she could tell. And his abs, the tattoos on his arms. He was more perfect than she had remembered. Que looked up, her gaze still on him. He blushed, remembering he hadn't had any clothes on. "Sorry, what did you need, ma?" He asked. "Just some clothes I can sleep in." She replied shortly after she heard his voice, slipping her out of her trance. He opened up his drawers, picking out some of his boxers and oversized t-shirts. "Here." He said, tossing them over to Billie as she caught them. "Thanks." She nodded. "No problem mama." He replied. She was immediately hit with the smell of his fresh cologne, as the shirt was his most recent he wore. She smiled a little. "Night Q." She said, starting to walk out of his room. "B." He said. She turned around, facing him, "Come here." He said, his arms opening for her, as she walked right into them. They hugged tightly for a moment. Unsure of why exactly, but mainly the fact they had done so much self reflection earlier, even more important, together. Billie pulled away after a couple seconds, looking into his eyes. "Alright, let's get some sleep." She chuckled. "True, if you need anything just knock." He smiled, nodding. She nodded back, giving him a warm smile. She walked back to the guest room, plopping down onto the bed. She inhaled, smelling the gorgeous scent of his cologne. It would remind her of the times they experienced sleepless nights in his arms. Her eyes immediately fluttered shut from the comforting scent of the cologne.
The sun rays hit her eyes, her squinting. She got up, fixing her hair and walking tiredly into his living area. There Que was, on his phone, smiling at it. His eyes slowly shot up, meeting Billie's, as a smile came to his face. "Morning." He said. "Good morning." She replied, him receiving a smile from her. She was still tired, which cause her to sit down on the couch, not too far away from him. She shut her eyes, in an attempt to rest them. She was honestly needing some of him. She needed it. She hadn't had it since, since who knows when. She doesn't keep track of their activity. Soon, she started replaying the times when they'd be kids, making little movies of their moments.
"Que." Billie pouted. "I need some, please let me have you." She whined. "Mamas, I'm tired." Que said. "Hmph." She hummed. "Then I guess you don't want me." Billie fake cried. "You know, there's a lot of other guys that can do me well. Maybe, even better than you. How about I go get something from your best friend?" Billie teased, referring to Gawa. He can do it so much better than you, I bet." Billie whispered. Que ignored her. He started getting annoyed from her disrespectful words. "So I'll go, I'll go get my pleasure from someone else." She smirked, getting up. Que yanked her back down by her arm, immediately getting on top of her. "You sure somebody else could do it better than I can?" He whispered, staring at her with a playful smirk. "Yeah." Billie slurred out, biting her lip. Before both of them knew it, they were nude. Que immediately groped her tits, giving them kisses. "Mm" Billie slightly moaned. He sure was going to prove her wrong!
It didn't matter that she thought of these things, right? There was no emotional connection, she was sure. But she couldn't help the fact he was the most sexy man she'd ever laid her eyes on. Her mind was certainly provocative in the moment, causing her to squeeze her thighs together. Que noticed her weird behavior, him raising a brow. "You good?" He asked, "Yeah, uh, can we hang out today?" She randomly asked. "Of course." Que smiled. "Shopping?" Que suggested. Billie nodded her head happily.
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so true
-alysa
