We're going to act as if they went to Disney much later, as I am late. 😍
Billie's POV
Today I'm at Disney Land with Adelaide. The only one downside of that, more pictures with Matthew. Sadly Q couldn't come due to a therapist appointment due to his anger management, which I had to respect. And, for the fact that if anybody saw us together drama would stir up. It was just not fun without him. We could be doing the most boring thing and he can make it fun. But anyway, I'm now holding Matthew's hand, disgusting. His hand was sweaty, which made me feel extremely uncomfortable, but I had to deal with it. I held Addy's hand as she skipped away, dragging Matthew and I along. First off, I wanted to know what the hell this dude was wearing, and what his obsession with above-the-ankle jeans. Adelaide wanted to go on those teacup ride things, as we agreed so she could have fun. We weren't that far away, but I picked her up, letting go of Matthew's practically wet hand. "Billie" She whined looking into my eyes. "What baby?" I said in my baby voice. "Where's Brandon?" She asked me innocently. "Aw, I know, I wish he was here too." I whispered as my index finger touched her button nose. "I don't like Matthew as much as Brandon." She pouted. "I know baby, you can see him another day." I said as she sighed. Such a dramatic baby girl, I loved it though.
We finally got off the teacup ride, and Jesus. Shit had me dizzy as fuck. I picked up my Dasani water as I sipped it to try and get rid of the light head feeling. We ended up getting cotton candy, as I saw a few girls eyeing me. I knew they were fans because one of them had a blohsh necklace on. I saw them pull out their phone, trying to act like they were just texting someone. I took this as the opportunity to put on a show. I picked a clump of cotton candy as I put it close to Matthew's crusty lips. He opened his mouth as I fed him the cotton candy, me putting on a fake smile. I knew cameras were clicking, which made me chuckle to myself. We kept walking around as I get a notification from my phone. I slide my phone out of my pocket as I looked at it.
Q
hi mama, are you having fun?
no it's boring without you lmao
wish I was there with you b
me too btw addy misses you so much
my daughter, tell her I love her and miss her too
I will but ima text you later, addy wants to go on another ride
I love you
love you too
After a long ass day I finally went home. Away from this stunt shit, and to Q. I changed into a black hoodie in my car, as I pulled up to Que's apartment building. I walked in and roamed the halls, looking for room 531. My eyes glistened as I saw the number, then I ran up to the door knocking on it excitedly. He immediately opened the door and smiled. I brought him into a hug, slightly tripping into his room as the door shut. "Hey baby." I said in a baby voice.
"Hi mama, you had fun?" He asked me, I shrugged as a response. "So you wanna watch sumn?" He asked looking down at me, us still hugging. "Mhm." I said as I looked up at him and kissed him. We pulled away as we walked into his living area. He had a little coffee table, and there sat a candle. "You finally got them, yes!" I exclaimed picking up the glass container. I opened it up and smelled the candle, a warm vanilla scent. I picked up the lighter that lied next to it, igniting the wick. I did that for 3 candles, then turned off the lights. Lately Q and I have been watching the show 'DAVE'.
We gathered blankets and pillows, setting them on the couch. We then got in and snuggled up. I cuddled into his side as the show played. A few minutes in, I'm already crying. Ally just broke up with Dave! I don't know why this stuff makes me so damn sensitive. "You crying, ma?" He asked looking down at me. I nodded in response. He held me tighter, me being crushed to him. The next episode, Dave is trying to get back with Ally. 'Well thank god Ally ain't here, man, cause you discombobulated in a daze, that's not how you bag a bitch, bro.' Gata told Dave while they were at a party. "I'm not trying to bag a bitch, Gata. I'm trying to, be, friends with a bitch- again, you know? She's my fucking ex, she's an important-' Dave ranted. Damn, sounded corny of me to say but this was relatable, and I know Q found it even more relatable. He pulls out his phone and starts recording the TV. Dave was about to go ask where Ally was. 'I'm on the X, I'm on the codeine' The TV sung. "Mhm, this dude got it, yeah, yeah." Q mumbled chuckling. He posted the video of his story. "Que, what if someone finds the scene?" I laughed. "Nah, damn, I'm tired of hiding you." He shrugged. "Damn, okay, do we need to sign an NDA again?" I chuckled. "No ma'am. Plus, even if someone does find the scene, it'll give them a lil sumn to stress about." He grinned. I laughed in response.
"You know what" I said, Que hummed as a signal for me to continue. "I think I'm gonna fire Matthew. I don't think it's necessary for us to cover up with another guy in the picture, you know?" I smiled up at him. "That's good, but we're gonna have to be extra careful now" he smiled. "I don't even know how I'm gonna have your babies" I said as we both chuckled. I played with the hem of his shirt as I thought about the album. "I can't wait for them to hear Halley's Comet." I whispered softly. "Me too mama, I love the song so much." He whispered kissing my head. "Still mad my label made me change track 7 to Lost Cause." I sighed. "Would've loved to expose myself by making Halley's Comet track 7." I chuckled softly. "I know ma, why did he even make you change it?" He asked. "Just to go along with the timeline of everything that's happened, you know, since the doc." I replied. "It's ight, they would've been in denial and wouldn't have caught on anyway." He said. "I suppose." I giggled. "Can we shleep?" I whispered in a baby voice. "Alright let's get up." He said as I pulled his arm. "No, let's sleep here I can't get up, your couch is comfy." I laughed. "Okay mama." He said getting back in the couch. "I think I might've fallen in love," I sung softly. "What am I to do" we both sung in unison. "I don't want it, and I don't want to," we both sung along as the stars shined bright in his window. We kept singing until we both eventually fell asleep.
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hi.
sorry for leaving yall here😭
but we back in this nowwww
also I'm so excited for the album help
but ik there's gonna be petty songs so I'm listening to the sad/calm ones first.
-alysa 💞
