Have you ever felt this way?

Forgive and forget

Spencer's POV:

I want to kiss him... But I don't. It would be to soon to forgive him like that. Maybe I'm not as angry but at the same time I don't want to kiss him...

He attempts to kiss me but I stop him.

I frown and shake my head no but he goes in again this time holding me there by my hips.

"Stop!" I yell getting out.

It starts raining a little then a LOT and Toby grabs my arm.

"Let me go!" I scream crying.

His grip tightens making me push harder but he then lets go makin me fall onto the ground.

The wet mud rubs off on my white shirt and I feel the rain fall into my eyes.

I close my eyes and I feel Toby pick me up.

I for some reason fall asleep...

When I wake up I'm in a motel bed.

I'm damp and.... Naked.

I hear Toby come back in so I close my eyes.

He puts his hands on my hips and I'm about to fight him but he pulls on my underwear then my outfit.

I flutter my eyes open and yawn.

I quiver to see Toby hovering over me, touching my thighs.

"Stop touching me." I say feeling my legs wrap around him.

"Fine..." He says moving his hands beside me preventing me from leaving.

"Toby I do not want to do this." I say crying.

"Shh..." He says. "I'm not going to hurt you." He says pulling my body closer to him.

Toby's POV:

I pull her closer to me to make her feel better but I feel her shaking. I feel a pit if guilt and I kiss her cheek.

When did I become so scary?

It may be the fact that spencer is so tiny and I'm so... Scary?

"Please Toby I want you to get off me. I promise ill stay." She begs.

I nod and get off of her.

She sits down cross-legged at the other side of the bed.

"Will you ever be able to forgive me?" I ask softly.

"Forgive you..?" She says. I can see anger in her eyes. "For what exactly?! Was what hanna and Emily said true?!" She asks. It was...

"Y-yes..." I say.

She remains silent for a moment.

"Nice chat, now I'm going home." She says standing up.

I block the door.

I grab her and she begins shaking again.

"I just need you to stay the day babe let me make-" "BABE? After ALL that's happened in the past couple of days, you have the nerve to call me BABE?! And you think ill even want to stay an hour you're mistaken Toby cavannaugh!" She yells.

"I need you to. If you could just cooperate this would be much easier." I say.

"And if I don't?!" She spat.

"This will e hard on the both of us." I say.

"What are you gonna do Toby? You gonna hit me? Well be my guest!" She says chuckling.

"What's so funny?!" I say.

"If you hit me it won't cause me that much pain for long... But you'll be in jail." She says.

"I wasn't going to in the first place." I say truthfully.

"Fine... But I don't want to stay. And I won't." She says.

Spencer's POV:

He smiles.

"But I bought you something..." He says.

"Oh yeah? Well why don't you go get it?" I ask.

"It right here..." He says pulling out a necklace.

He frowns when I don't have a reaction.

"Please I just want to talk-" "you were supposed to be my safe place to land. You were supposed to be the one I trusted with my life, Toby. I was supposed to trust you to defend me.... The way I defended you. I was supposed to trust you not to judge me. I was supposed to trust that you wouldn't abandon me, Toby. But you were the monster who wanted to hurt me from the beginning! There's... Nothing to explain. You were sick and... If you had told me earlier this might have worked." I say.

"I WAS SICK OKAY GOD DAMMIT SPENCER YOU'RE MAKING IT WORSE!" He screams tightening his grip on me.

"I DON'T KNOW IF I CAN TRUST TOU FOR A LONG TIME! And if we... Have a relationship we need trust okay?!" I say.

"THEN LET ME EXPLAIN!" He says.

"... You already did." I say.

"God dammit spencer just listen!" He says.

"No! There's no point! You could have just told me from the beginning... And it's the fact that you never did that is what's pissing me off!" I say.

"Well you're not leaving, that's not what's gonna happen." He says with an angry tone.

"Do you want to be beat up?" I ask angrily.

"Oh please, I'm much stronger than you. But I wouldn't hurt you." He says.

"Is that a dare?" I ask now infuriated. Is he really underestimating me because I'm a girl?

He doesn't respond so I respond with a kick in his stomach.

He falls back a little but comes back to me throwing me on bed and pinning me down.

"Stop it!" I scream.

"I don't wanna hurt you baby, please" he begs.

General POV:

Toby pins her down making her even more angry. He has no power over her!

"I don't wanna hurt you baby, please" he begs.

It remains quite but suddenly there lips smash together. Toby moves his hands onto her hips.

He pulls down her shorts revealing a black pair of panties.

His hands slither up her shirt causing her to moan inside of his mouth.

She pulls off her shirt then realizes he still has all his clothes on so she takes off his shirt.

He moves his hand closed to her chest and-

Spencer's POV:

"Spencer! Stop drooling." Toby says snapping me out of my dirty thought.

When did I get so... Perverted?!

I shake the thought out if my mind and meet Toby's eyes.

"What..?" I ask.

"Let me explain." He says.

"Then um... You can't grab me anymore your making marks." I say.

"Deal..." He says letting me go.