I miss her today. More than I should.
I told myself that I've moved on.
I haven't.
I love the girl I'm with now.
More than anything.
But I fucking miss you Katelyn.
That's why I can never see you again.
You're deadly.
Poison in your veins.
Kiss me until the venom numbs my fingers and
Stops.
My.
Heart.
What a lovely way to die.
Stay with me until my last breath escapes my lungs.
Breathe your sweet poison into me because I can't take it.
Toxic CPR.
Fuck.
I've never wanted something more than you.
I'd give anything to give you my heart and watch you carefully tear it apart again.
Slender fingers dripping with my blood.
There's no words to describe how much I fucking love your pain.
Be my cocaine again my love.
I've never needed you so much as I do now.
Sweet blurry stumbling through neck deep snow.
Red teardrops burning holes to the frozen ground.
You'd never let me go.
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When we were wintergirls
RandomIf you have heard of the story wintergirls by Laurie Halse Anderson then you will understand. That book really hit me hard. It made me realise how unhealthy I was. How unhealthy our relationship was. I loved her. But it was killing me. She just kept...