Art Ft. Random Things (Old & Cringey)

Still not art but something else

Okay! No, I didn't fall back asleep but at this point, I don't think I can despite it being 4:41. Anyways, I have something I want to say that made me feel bad (still kinda feel bad ngl) but a couple other things that are positive :3

The negative thing...

Sooooo like always, I was roleplaying with my friend Lemon, right? When we did the Killmare/Cream, I threw Swadmare into the mix. I didn't know they hated it so much and I found out sometime last year after we switched ships to Crossmare, Driller/SciFell/ClassicSpace (those got changed into OuterDriller and Kustard), HorrorDust, DeathAfterFell (Fell!Reaper x Geno x Reaper). I asked why they hated it so much and they said it was because they despised Honey quite a bit... I genuinely got surprised. I wasn't offended like they thought I'd be, as everyone has ship opinions of their own. I found this out almost a year later and I still feel bad.... (I still love Swadmare, don't get me wrong. It's still one of my favorite ships despite not making a lot of art for it)

Onto the positive things!!!

Aight so... If you saw my announcement, I got cocky yesterday morning. It felt so fucking good. If you didn't, I'll explain here.

Killer and Dream were in the forest and just socializing. He started calling him "cute", "a lemon", "baby" and a couple of other things. He started getting cocky with him and he brought him to his timeline, which he alone has access to. His cockiness grew and it resulted in Dream getting his neck bit three different times. Outer came back after awhile of doing shit he had to do. I yeeted him to Killer's timeline after saying that Kills can get cocky outside of fights battles (it our AU, he has to go "take care" of quite a few people a day so...). Outer didn't believe me for shit. Outer being the full on dominant one while Dream's a switch (in Driller, he very much is despite me seeing him top Killer more often... Killer dominates him on the rare occasion), and Killer is the submissive one. Perfectly balanced 👌. Anyways... Killer tried getting cocky with Outer but it didn't really work even thouth at the end of the day, he was proven wrong and realized "Oh shit, Killer can be cocky outside of fighting".  Several hours later in the rp, Killer goes to Dream and hugs him, calling him what he did earlier that day. Outer called Killer after he woke up and asked where he was. Killer, of course, told him and he went there. Kills got cocky again and eventually got Dream to back into a corner, then bit his neck a couple of times. Dream said that he knew he wanted to bite his neck all over and to just do it from temptations. He did and well.... After a few minutes of that, Outer's own temptations got the best of him. Killer pulled away from Dream, then Outer pulled Killer against his chest by the waist and murmured "you really lost yourself for a moment" before covering his neck with hickeys.

But me, of course, playing Killer as I can't be dominant for shit... Getting cocky felt so fucking good!!! I'm glad I got confidence (something I really do lack) which turned into me getting cocky as hell. It's not me so I don't know how long it'll be until I get cocky as hell again  but I'm looking forward to being cocky again. Damn where was that confidence for most of my life like shit... But it's just... If you're like me who doesn't get cocky at all and you get like that, it's fucking niccccce and it's refreshing to get like that. I'm honestly still kinda proud tbh. It might not seem I got too cocky but I did. Lemon has told me they've been cocky quite a bit before and got surprised when I got cocky as hell. They're proud of me and I thank them.

One more thing! This was funny as hell...

So where I'm at, it's spring break currently. Last night after having to painfully socialize physically (At least I got  chocolate ^^), I got home. I laid down and cuddled my Pomeranian. My cousins come to me and knocked on my door and asked "hey do we have school tomorrow?" I just told them they were stupid for that . They left and were confused. So they go to my parents and ask them if we do because my oldest cousins father said they do. Mom said that if he said they did, then they did. They left and his father and Mom spoke, then called me out of my room to get the puppy. I did and they told me that they got confused after Rex (I'll  call my cousins father that) said they had school and I said they were stupid for saying that and after that all happened, Rex himself got confused about all that. I kinda wish I recorded that but I was too comfortable rping and stuff. Yesterday was one hell of a day.... But a good one for the most part.