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TW: implied assault
dear tobio,
well, same thing as always haha. yesterday you asked me why my eyes were swollen and puffy. you were so concerned and i felt so guilty lying to you, i don't want to be dead weight to you and have you worry about me all the time. but i also felt bad lying to you.
i said it was because i watched a sad movie. i don't know how i came up with it on the spot, but i'm glad i did. of course, you asked me if i was okay and hugged me. i always and will forever love and cherish your hugs. your hugs always bring me joy. whether i'm upset or happy, your hugs are always comforting and warm.
i wish we could hug forever.
if i'm being honest, i don't know how much longer i can take it. i'm so emotionally tired of people hating me for simply existing. i'm trying my hardest. i really am, but it's so hard when random people you don't even know randomly start bashing you, hurting, and sending death threats.
i just need your comfort right now. i can't handle anything and all i need is a hug from you. your hugs make me feel secure and safe.
3/10, slowly getting there. anyway, take care of yourself, my love. don't overwork yourself with volleyball. i'm so excited to see you play pro one day haha. i love you. :)
with love, y/n
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letter 3, read.
i miss them.
i take a deep breath not wanting to read any more of the letters. but even so i place the envelope back in the box, pulling out letter number 4.
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note: lol two more letters then a prologue/last chapter. neways i just wanted to let you know that you are loved and please reach out to someone if you are feeling like this and don't keep it to yourself. make sure to drink some wanted and eat some food mwah<3 04'02'21
