five hargreeves x male reader oneshots

male! reader | Live On Without Me

CW/TW: MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH, SUCIDE, ANGST

M/n choked out in pain as the bullets put holes in his body, the force hitting him and making him fall onto the floor. Blood was seeping from his white button up shirt, dieing it dark red. "M/N!" Five cried out as he dropped the soldier who's neck he just snapped. He ran over, almost slipping in the rush. Kneeling before M/n, he took of his tie and pressed it against a bullet wound in an attempt to stop the bleeding. The panic flowing through Five's veins only got worse when he saw that there was multiple bullets stuck in his body. "No, no, no..." Five muttered as he tried to put pressure on every wound. As M/n's eyelids got heavier, he took Five's blood covered hands into his own. The brunette stopped in his tracks, looking into M/n's eyes. "It's okay." M/n croaked out weakly. Tears spilled from Five's eyes when the realisation hit him. "No, it's not okay." he protested, his voice breaking. "You deserve better." But M/n just smiled and reached up, brushing away the tear on Five's cheek with his blood stained thumb. "It's okay." M/n repeated. "Promise me one thing." Five nodded. "Anything." M/n tried to smile, but we was to weak. "Save the world. Don't give up on your idiot siblings." Five nodded, not being able to stop the tears from flowing. M/n reached for the dog tags that he had gotten when he accidently went to war with Klaus. They said "M/n Hargreeves, SLDR 73940, A-" on them, like any other dog tags. He pulled them over his head and put them into Five's hand. "Five.." - "Y-yes..?" M/n smiled as he felt himself drift away.

"I love you."

Five broke down in sobs as the light left M/n's eyes. He leaned over, cluthing M/n's blood soaked shirt. "PLEASE, NO!" Five screamed in agony. He shook M/n's lifeless body, trying desperatly to wake him up. "WAKE UP! I CANT DO THIS WITHOUT YOU!" Allison walked up, tears streaming down her face. "You have to let him go." she said quietly, in an attempt to calm him. But Five was having none of it. "NO! WE HAVE TO SAVE HIM! HE'S NOT LOST YET, WE CAN STILL HELP HIM-" Five desperatly yelled at his sister, but Luther just came over and picked him up, knowing he was to exhausted to spacial jump out of his grip. "LET ME GO! LET ME GO!" Five screamed, trying to climb out of Luther's hold. But Luther held onto him, knowing he would power himself out in time. "Let me go.." Five was sobbing pathetically, barley being able to speak through the tears. Eventually, he fell limp against Luther's arms, pathetically crying his eyes dry. Luther gave Allison a look of a thousand words. The woman nodded, getting what the man ment and walked out, Luther following after.

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"Five? Five!" Klaus' voice snapped the boy back into reality. "We're going to Griddy's for a cup of coffee, care to join us?" he asked carefully. Today it's been exactly a year since M/n's passing. Five has been miserable all day. He's been miserable ever since M/n left them, but this was the first death-day. Five hasn't spoken a word to anyone that day, until now. "No." he said emotionlessly, "I'm visiting M/n today." Klaus raisend an eyebrow. "We can wait until you come back." he offered, but Five just shook his head. "No, have a good time at Griddy's." he said and grabbed his blazer off of the couch next to him and walked to the door. "Klaus." he called his brother's name. Klaus turned to him, concern in his eyes. "Tell everyone that I love them." With that he turned and left, leaving Klaus confused but flattered.

Number Eight "M/n" Hargreeves Oct. 1, 1989 - Dec. 24, 2019 "My hands shake with sorrow My heart bleeds with pain My soul forever lingers Wishing you could have stayed." - Five Hargreeves

Five read the gravestone for the 365 and last time. He set down the black and red roses at the middle of the grave and pulled out the note he wrote. Looking over it one more time, he put it back into his blazer's pocket. "I hope the blood wont stain the note. Would be a shame if no one could read it." he muttered, as if he was talking to M/n. As if he was still alive.

"M/n, Five's at your grave." Ben said to M/n. The boy got up quickly. "Yay! Five visiting is the best time of the day." He said, making his way to the grave. Another blink, and M/n was sitting on the gravestone he knows way to well. He watched Five set down the flowers and smiled. He watched Five pull out the note, muttering something he couldn't understand. Five put the note back in his pocket. M/n noticed something was off today. He didn't talk to him. His theory only was confirmed, when Five looked at the gravestone and pulled a revolver from his pocket and held it against his head. M/n watched in horror, his eyes widening. For the first time since M/n's passing, Five smiled. A smile that said more than a thousand words. "I finally get to be with you." he said quietly, uncocking the gun. M/n got down from the gravestone and yelled at Five. "No! Stop!" he yelled into his face, but Five didn't hear. "I can't wait to see you again." he said a tear running down his face. He took a breath and pulled the trigger. M/n screamed and slapped the gun, sending it flying. Five jumped when the gun left his hand, the bullet missing his head by mere milimeters. He looked around, startled. M/n startled himself, too. "M-m/n..?" he asked carefully, thinking he's going crazy. "Yes, yes, it's me darling!" M/n whispered, grabbing the sides of Five's face. Five looked startled, grabbing M/n's hands. "You can see me?" Five nodded. "You're so cold." Five whispered. "I'm dead, darling." M/n chuckled. "Did you...?" Five gestured behind him, to the gun on the floor. "Yes. You can't do this, love." The brunette shook his head, frowning. "Why not?" he asked. M/n sighed. "You've killed so many people in your life, Suicide is a sin. You wont go to heaven if you do this." he said, tightly holding onto Five's face. "Luther, Diego, Allison, Klaus, Vanya, they need you. They'll be lost without you." he whispered. Five shook his head, cluthing onto M/n's shoulders evern tighter. "You're fading." he said, panicing. "I know, you aren't supposed to see me. Five, promise me you wait until it's time for you." Five hesitated, but nodded. "I promise." M/n smiled as he faded into thin air. "And because I didn't get to say it back a year ago..." M/n pressed a kiss to Five's forehead, "I love you, too." And with that, Five lost all feeling, and M/n was gone. "No..." he whispered, "NO!" he repeated, now yelling, "I CANT LOSE YOU, NOT AGAIN!" he fell to his knees pulling at his own hair. "Please..." he cried at the grave for a few more minutes, M/n's heart aching at the sight. M/n tried to put a hand on his shoulder, but it passed right through. Five felt the cold passing through him and put his own hand on his shoulder. M/n's still here. "I'll live," Five promised, "I'll live on without you."