five hargreeves x male reader oneshots

male!reader | Don't Leave

Pairing: Five Hargreeves x male!reader

Summary: M/n is no mental match to Five.

A/N: angst warning, this is sad as fuck, language warning too

Five..? M/n whispered as he peaked through the door. It was three in the morning and he had made up his mind after long concideration. Five looked up from his notebook, dropping his pen to the desk.

M/n? Why arent you asleep? he asked softly, frowning at M/n. The taller boy sighed and walked inside of the room, softly closing the door behind him.

We need to talk. he bit the inside of his cheek.

Of course, whats bothering you my love? he asked and then looked M/n up and down, And why are you dressed to go out? M/n sadly smiled.

Ive done a lot of thinking recently. M/n started. Five tilted his head and reached out to grab his hand, but the boy moved away.

And I think youre such an intelligent person with so much potentional, whereas Im... not. he gulped and tried to fight the tears already welling in his eyes.

I think you should find someone who can match you, he brought his hand up and lightly tapped Fives forhead, Mentally. Fives look of confusion melted away, and M/n saw his heart explode into a million tiny pieces before his very eyes.

Youre.. leaving me? Five asked softly, Because you think youre incapable? M/n clenched his jaw and nodded.

You have so much you can achieve now that youre young again. Im hindering you from doing so. You should find someone who can understand Math and Sience and all these things you adore, just like you do. Five shook his head.

No way. his voice was firm, Why are you saying this? Why are you so scared for me when Im the happiest Ive ever been when im with you? his voice broke.

Im no mental match to you. Youll just be unhappy with me and leave. Five took M/ns hands in his own. I will never leave you. Five stood up and stood before M/n. Actually, let me prove it to you! he got down on one knee, Marry me, M/n! Ill prove to you how much I love you! M/n stared at him, No, Five. Ive made up my mind. His heart shattered all over again. But I need you in my life! I cant live without you. Youre my lifeline! - And i dont think I want to be that anymore. I may be emotional support but i will never be able to really understand whats going on in that brain of yours. I cant be with you knowing that i will never be able to understand. Im sorry. He stood up and went for the door, but Five got up and grabbed his hands, turning him around and kissing him passionately. M/n melted into that kiss and returned it hungrily. Maybe he could stay just a bit longer.