Forever In My Life *Prince*

Chapter 30

You are my savior, you are my light

🦋Armanda🦋
August 3,1992

Finally I was back at Paisley Park. I got homesick and Amiir kept stealing Prince's phone to call me at all types of hours. He told me everything that went on while I was gone. He even told me about all the fun times him and Prince had while I was gone. Amiir finally started calling Prince his daddy again. I know P was glad to stop hearing his son call him a morherfucker everytime he wanted something.

I creeped up to the room to surprise them that I was here. I took off my heels and opened the door. The room was a mess. There were drawings everywhere, pencils, crayons, old instruments and toys on the bedroom. I silently giggled, I know Amiir most definitely had a good time cause this was a huge mess. That I wasn't cleaning up. I walked over to the bed and saw My little family sleep. It was so beautiful. Amiir was laying on his father's bare chest slightly snoring as Prince was drooling on the pillow with his hair everywhere.

I wish I had a camera to take a picture of this beautiful sight. Oh-wait I do. I quickly ran to my office and grabbed my camera. I snapped a photo forgetting the flash was on, it woke up Amiir.

"Mommy!" He jumped up coming to give me a hug. "I missed you!"

"I missed you too baby" I kissed his cheek. Prince was still knocked out on the bed. "Did you give daddy a hard time?"

Amiir looked at me and smirked. "Noooo"

"Are you sure" I questioned. Prince would've been up by now. He was a very light sleeper.

"Maybe" he grinned. "We had a lot of fun. We went to the zoo! To get ice cream! He taught me how to play piano! Mommy I can sing! Little red corvette baby you're much too fast"

I laughed at my son trying to be like his father. I see another musician in the future.

"Little red corvette you need a love that's gonna last" Prince groaned as he woke up. He rubbed his eyes and looked around the room the at me. "Hello love"

He kissed my cheek then looked at Amiir.

"Our son has a lot of energy, he barely went to sleep while you were gone. All he did was play, play, play then sing, sing, sing then ran up the stairs then down the stairs. He ran Levi and Tommy tired. He told Carmen he didn't like her. He's a handful" Prince said ruffing up Amiir's curly hair.

"Just like you" I kissed Amiir's cheek.

"He definitely got that from you" Prince said.

"Says the one who jumps off pianos, running up and down the stage 25/8 singing and dancing  every night all around the world. He definitely gets the energy from you." I nodded.

"Mhmm" he hummed. "I was thinking while you were gone about having another baby. Amiir needs a sibling."

"Yea mommy go to the store and get another baby" Amiir agreed.

"The store? Did daddy tell you that?"

"No, Uncle Levi told me."

"Only Levi would say something like that" I shook my head.

"What do you say?" Prince asked.

"I don't know P. I have to think about it. I just got back from Neverland we were just fussing 3 weeks ago. We can't just act like things are fine. We still have to work on us" I said putting Amiir down. "Baby go play I'll be down in a minute"

"The baby won't be here until 9 months later. We'll be fixed and good as new by then. You know you want another baby" He smirked.

"But Prince I wanna go on tour. I've been working on my music and my singles are doing so good. Not the big across seas tours like you but I wanna tour around the states with Michael."

"What?"

The smirk he had on his face was now gone. He was pissed. He looked at me how he looked at Apollonia in Purple Rain before he slapped her ass into the middle of next week.

"While I was at Neverland, Michael wanted me to join him on the Dangerous Tour. It's for charity. It's only for the states."

"No"

"Why not? You're going on tour soon anyway. You won't need me you have Mayte and Carmen with you. Amiir will be with me." I fussed.

"I said no!" He shouted. "You're not going on tour with Michael! And that's final!"

"And you say I have the yelling problem. How come I can't do what I wanna do? I don't tell you that you can't go on tour with Mayte." I rolled my eyes.

"Because this is my career. You wouldn't even be here if it wasn't for me" he scoffs.

Excuse him?

"Now you have me fucked up. I was something before you! Nigga you must have forgotten I had modeled for big brands! I was helping Michael backstage on tours meeting multiple celebrities! Don't ever say you made me!" I yelled getting in his face.

"Don't fight" Amiir cried coming between us. "I don't like the yelling"

"I'm sorry baby. Daddy is just being controlling. I see why he has no friends." I said picking Amiir up giving him a hug, heading towards the door.

"That's the shi-"he stopped and looked at Amiir. "The stuff I be talking about. You always run away when it comes to this. You can't run to Michael for your problems all the time. He won't be there for you forever. Baby I'm sorry"

"K" I walked out the door.

I took Amiir to his playroom where Levi's daughter actually was here waiting.

"Layla" Amiir screamed as he ran to hug his friend.

"Hey Auntie Manda" Layla waved at me. I waved back at her giving a smile.

I walked back out and headed to my office.

Would you run to me if somebody hurt you even if that somebody was me,yeah
Sometimes I trip on how happy would could be, please

A tear came from my eyes as his song was playing through the speakers of Paisley Park. I remember the day he showed me the song. I was so happy. It was just the beginning of us. We had so many great moments. We got married and had a baby. Now it just fills like it's all going down the drain. We're always fussing over bullshit. I hate it. I wish things could be how they were in 88'.

"Baby look at the stars" Prince pointed up. We were on the roof of the hotel. I don't know how Prince got roof access.

"When I was young I always wanted to visit the moon" I smiled admiring the bright shining star.

It was so beautiful. It was shinier than the others. It reminds me of Prince. How he always out shine others. I loved that about him. He wasn't like the rest.

"I'll take you to the moon." He smirks. "I'll give you anything. Marriage, Babies, Money, My Soul, anything your beautiful heart desires"

That he did. He took me to the moon for sure. He gave me the marriage I wanted. The baby. I didn't want his money. I just wanted him. I missed the old us. Right now I was hurt.

I walked back into the bedroom and saw Prince standing on the balcony.

"Prince?"

"Yes?" He whispered.

"I need you" I mumbled. He turned around and looked at me. "I'm hurt and I need my girlfriend"

"Then I'm here"