There comes a time in every man's life when he gets tired of foolin' around.
I never imagined that love would rain on me and make me wanna settle down.
I wanna keep U 4 the rest of my life. All that is wrong in my world, U can make it right.
U are...
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💜Prince💜 March 24, 1993
It's been months since I've seen and heard from Armanda. I sent letters, tapes, I called her phone and went by her mother's house. I got nothing. I tried to call Michael but he was on tour still. Armanda was probably with him. It killed me not talking to her. I love her but I guess she doesn't love me anymore. Lately I've been into my music, up all day and night. I barely sleep. Mayte will call me to bed sometimes but I'll just wave her off. I've been sleeping with her,Carmen and Nona. I had to be satisfied some way. It isn't the same like it was with Armanda though.
Carmen was just there to get the icing off the cake. That's all she was good for and while on tour currently she'll be the opening act. I was using her for the sex on tour. I even got to know her a little more. It made me realized how much of a brat she was. I was saving Nona for later, I let her stay at Paisley Park to write more music and plus I didn't need all my girls on the same tour. Mayte was a sweetheart, after our kiss she opened up to me more. I learned more about her.
I wasn't over Armanda. She was my lover, my wife and the mother of my child. It's been 5 months, I was certain she wasn't coming back. She'll usually be back by now. I was shamed of my actions. I even showed up to Neverland months ago with Mayte,Nona and Carmen just because I had to be petty. I was stupid. I ruined everything. We were working on a child, all the years gone down the drain.
I thought she would forever be in my life. Now I can't even get a couldn't even get a respond out of her.
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🦋Armanda🦋 7 months pregnant
"You're getting so big" Lori smiles rubbing my belly.
Michael threw me a surprise baby-gender reveal shower. He already knew the gender I wanted to be surprised. All my friends were here at Neverland for it. Michael has been a big help through my pregnancy. Through my mood-swings and breakdowns. He was there through everything. Amiir has grown closer to Michael. Amiir doesn't even mention his father, we all have been ignoring it. I get his letters and tapes still. There in my box under the bed. I don't read them or listen to them. They're just collecting dust.
