thinking about her // olivia x chat noir // book 1

identities

my alarm starts to go off

"oh my god can that be any louder?"

i hit the snooze button

"olivia you have to get up! you still have school today"

houndd shakes me

"but i'm in pain"

"why are you in pain olivia"

houndd looks at me confused

"there's this thing that only girls get every month, called their period. and it's hard to go through and i'm in pain and i have cramps and my back hurts"

houndd cuts me off

"yes i get it, just be careful when you're moving ok?"

i nod.

we start to walk to school.

"hey olivia!"

i hear a boys voice from afar

"oh hey adrien"

he walks next to me

"i wanted to ask, do you have a boyfriend"

my eyes widen in shock

"why the sudden question?"

he looks at me as we stay walking

"oh i was just wondering"

he chuckles nervously

"i don't have a boyfriend no, but i do have a crush"

i've known adrien for the longest time. and i've grown the biggest crush on him ever since 5th grade. he's always been there for me when i needed someone the most. but recently his eyes have been focused on marinette, even tho marinette has a boyfriend... luka. i don't think adrien will ever like me considering the fact that there's plenty of girls prettier than me and more talented and more girlfriend material. it's devastating knowing that i'll never be with my biggest crush

"oh really? who's the lucky guy?"

my face turns red

"oh it's no one special"

i awkwardly laugh

"well, there's the school. we better get going now!"

we both walk into the classroom.

i sit down next to alya and put my head down.

"hey olivia what's your pr"

i know it's lila so i turn around and look at her straight in the eyes and cut her off

"once a villain always a villain stop talking to me revenger"

she looks angry

"whats wrong olivia"

alya rubs my back

"adrien likes marinette"

"but how! he knows i have a boyfriend..."

marinette whisper screams

"i know and that's the thing. even tho you have a boyfriend he still likes you. ill never be good enough for him"

a tear drops out of my eye. and i sniffle

"ms bustier, olivia is crying!"

lila points at me

"ms sai whats wrong?"

she gets adrien to turn around and look at me

"oh it's nothing important! i don't know why lila has to bring it up to the whole classroom but it's really no ones business"