Bad Love

Chapter 3

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Jonathan still remembered that day when he stumbled upon Evan's youtube channel. He just finished working on his school project and he got nothing else to do so he decided to check out some funny CoD videos on Youtube. There he noticed Vanossgaming and tried them out. He had so much fun watching the videos, he would admit. They were incredibly funny and unlike the others, Vanossgaming's style was unique. He knew how to keep his audience entertained and not get bored AT ALL. But there was this one thing Jonathan had liked so much and it was Vanoss' voice. Somehow, after finishing the first video, he felt something weird, like he was a child who received too many chocolates from his mum and he couldn't finish them all. He felt so alive. He wondered what the face was behind that lovely and manly voice. He wanted to get to know the person. He wanted to be friends with him so bad. And he wanted to play video games with him non-stop.

Not wasting time, Jonathan made his decision to send Vanoss a message. That time he didn't know what his real name was so he just composed a message like "Hey Vanoss, I am Delirious and I just want to say that I really love your videos and I enjoy them a lot. I wonder if you could spare your time to play CoD with me? I would appreciate it, thanks." With his heart in his hand, he lied down on his bed and closed his eyes. His eyes hurt from playing too much video games and searching funny videos on Youtube. Not to mention he also checked out some turtle-related stuff. Turtles are his favorite. When he was falling asleep, he hoped Vanoss would reply. Or else it would really sadden him.

It was already afternoon when he awoke by his mum who accidentally dropped something, sounded like a cooking pan because he still recalled how it badly hurt his ears, downstairs. He rubbed his eyes gently and yawned, hearing whale noises made by his stomach. He was hungry. When he got up from the bed, he glanced at his desktop and suddenly recalled the yesterday's event. The Vanossgaming. And his message for the awesome youtuber!

"Oh shit oh shit," he said and gulped loudly it kind of hurt his throat and ran to his computer, turning it on as fast as he could and sat enthusiastically on the swivel chair. He had his fingers crossed when he went to the inbox and there he saw his reply. Jonathan gasped and clapped his hands joyfully. He, then, clicked on the new message and read it.

"Thanks for liking my videos. I am so thankful and glad that you enjoyed them. Of course, man, we can play sometime."

He didn't know what to say and how to reply. All he knew was that he wanted to go to bathroom so bad because his dick hurt. He needed to pee.

That's how their friendship started. And how he fell in love in the process.

"Delirious?!" Evan called out and Jonathan froze from where he was standing. His heart was beating so fast and it felt like it was going to jump out of his chest. He was scared, he was angry, he wanted to punch himself in the face for coming to his dad's workplace without knowing that Evan's dad was his dad's boss and he just wanted to flee out of the room. But what exactly was he going to do? Now that Evan found out who he was, what he looked like, his mind went blank.

"Delirious, is that really you?" he heard Evan call out again. This time, he breathed through his nose and it came out more as a snort, and decided to run away. He quickly opened the door and went out of the room without looking back.

When he was finally standing outside, he grabbed his hair and pulled them harshly. He was so stupid. Hadn't he lied about moving, he wouldn't have had a problem. What if Evan hated him? What if he didn't want to be his friend anymore? What if he forgot about him and their friendship? What about his love for him? There were a lot of questions running through his head as he made steps to the washroom. And then he heard the door open. And it was from the office he was in awhile ago. He turned around to see who it was and he couldn't believe how fucking stupid he could be because who else would go out other than him? It was the almighty Evan, of course!