That Feeling.

Remember?

Remember when they promised to stay by your side forever?

Remember when they said they would listen to each and everything you have to say?

Remember when they made you believe they would be there for you?

Remember the times you trusted all these words?

The times when you remember all these and how stupid you were to assume all of them to be true. The times when you prioritized them over every others. When you happen to need them not one is around neither are their promises nor them. The times you can't breathe can't see clear, cant seem to think straight all of this because of them. It gets worse when you are not sure if it was your fault or theirs but end up thinking it was me who made them uncomfortable, was clingy, didn't give them their space and many of those different possibility in your head. When you don't know if you have to let go of these thoughts or the people causing them. Now all I can tell myself is to let go of thinking so much cause even if it was anyone's fault or no I can't seem to stop the changes that all of these have forced me to make... remember to keep to yourself!.