the next morning when you woke you were on your side and Ruben's arm wrapped around your waist and head in the crock of your neck. you sat up making Ruben sit up with you, you then gave him a quick kiss as you got up to get dressed because you were gonna force him to go with because he needed this.
you started pulling stuff out of your dresser and lying it on the bed were Ruben was still sitting under the covers. you then walked over to your night stand and pulled out a box of cigarettes, a lighter and a ashtray handing it to Ruben. he gladly took it and lit one up. after he took the first puff he handed it to you and you took it. you had it for awhile and handed it back while deciding between three pairs of earrings.you then looked to rumen and said "which ones" he looked at them for accouple of seconds before saying "tiger... all the fuckin way, he's crazy like you" you smiled and put them on before getting dressed.
you put this one and sat next to Ruben as he put out the almost finished cigarette. you then leaned over and kissed him. he started to kiss back. he put his hands on your cheeks as you let him slip you tongue but you pulled away and sat up. he then said "your such a fuckin' tease you know that y/n" you smirked as you stood up saying "I know... and I'm making the kids quesadillas for breakfast so if you want one you better get up soon" you then walked out of the room as Ruben started to get up. he put the jeans he took off right after you fell asleep back on and walked out of your room shutting the door behind him. he walked out to the kitchen and saw you getting out the stuff to make the food. when you started to make the food next to the stove he walked up behind you wrapping his arms around your waist and putting his head in the crook of your neck. you giggled as you made the food. Ruben stayed attached to you till luca and Lila came out of there room at the smell of the food. he then said "ill get them in there seats" he then picked up Lila and guided luca to the table, he sat Lila down in her highchair then helped luca into his chair.
you snuck about 2 full quesadillas into a Tupperware container and hid it for Stevie and then brought the kids there food. you made a quesadilla for you and Ruben to share too. he was sitting in a chair next to your tía Marie and besides her was your tío and Abuelo and abulia so there was no were to sit, you thought 'fuck it' and sat right on Ruben's lap and started to eat. he wrapped his arm around your waist so you were able to stay on his lap and you feed him a bite of the food you had just prepared. you Abuelo then asked "¿Dónde está mi querida Estée ... ella no durmió en la habitación contigo también? (where is my dear Estée ... she didnt sleep in the room with you too did she?)" you looked at him and said "no, ella se quedó anoche en la casa de un amigo digno de confianza ... ella no intentaría nada con él, ¡así que no te preocupes abuelo! (no she stayed at a trust worthy friend rays house last night... she wouldnt try any shit with him so dont worry grandpa!)" he smiled and the ruben said "Sí, él es uno de mis amigos más cercanos y sé con certeza que no intentaría hacer nada con ella, incluso si le gustara de esa manera. (ya, he is one of my close friends and i know for a fact that he wouldnt try to do anything with her even if he did like her in that way.)" your Abuelo started to clap and laugh and cheer at Ruben's Spanish. you guys finished eating and went back to your room.
Ruben stayed in the kitchen for about ten minutes before he came back to the room and said "my sister is 7... that's Luca's age right" you smiled and said "ya...why" "how about a playdate between the too of them" you smiled and nodded your head. you were sitting on the edge of your bed and just thinking because life has moved so fast for you lately, you've been with Ruben everyday and have barley even spent time with Estée. you looked up at Ruben and said "if you wanna spend the night again you can but tomorrow I think I'm going to hang out with Estée" he then went and sat besides you saying "ya I'm fucking staying the night again I love you and I want to constantly be with you and I know that cant always happen... but where's Estée gonna sleep" "she will either have to sleep in the bed with us or with Lila and Lila is grouchy when she has to share a bed" you both laughed and then heard a knock at the door. "come in" you said as a hung over Estée walked in rubbing her eyes. she flopped down on the bed besides you and you rubbed her back while your head was on Ruben's shoulder and his arm was around you waist with his head on yours.
later that day: you guys went to the shop and we sitting cuddling on the couch. Estée was there too being a over protective third wheel, whenever you and Ruben went to kiss she put her hand in between your and his lips. you obviously push her away and say "go make out with fuckshit" or "go suck fuckshits dick I'm cuddling my boyfriend" every single time fuckshit smirks.
when you got up to go to the bathroom Ruben said "I love you" you smiled and walked to the bathroom. when you can out 5 minutes later you go back in the shop and realize the guys went out back, you were tired from having to take care of Estée being drunk still and make sure Ruben was comfortable. not soon after that happened fuckshit and Estée walked in the shop, fuckshits arm wrapped around Estée's shoulder and Estée's arms wrapped around his waist all giggly. you looked at them and yelled "what the fuck is up with you two... you been fucking or sum shit without me knowing" then fuckshit perked up and said "fucker you have fucked Ruben and hadn't told her" you just had a shocked look on your face.
later that night: you and Estée were still at the shop, stevie and fourthgrade had already left. you and Estée were just hanging out inside and not really paying any attention to the guys, this was your conversation.
Estée bold you regular
"tonight I'm going to ask Ruben if I can stay the night at his place... i dont feel lik getting interrogated by tía"
"bruh... no one goes to Ruben's... he doesn't even go there... only for cloths"
"why"
"his mom gets really fucked up and beats on him and his sister"
"what the fuck is wrong with her... those are her children"
"yup... but hey... you never know... you might be able too"
you guys then keeped talking about the most random shit.
Ruben then walked back into the shop and grabbed the lighter off the small table in the middle of what you and Estée consider the 'couch cove'. he then pulled a cigarette out and lit it. he took a puff of it and sat next to you. you had been keeping it a secret that you smoked from Estée but you thought this would be a great time to break that secret. after Ruben took that second puff you reached into his pocket and grabbed the pack of cigarettes and took on out putting the packet back after you grabbed one. you then took the lighter out of Ruben's hand and lit it up, Estée's jaw was on the ground. you then leaned your head on Ruben's should from being tired even know its only 10. you then looked over to Estée hinting to leave so you could talk to Ruben and she did. when she left you sat up and looked Ruben in the eyes, "why didn't you tell me your mom hits you" you put your hand on his cheek. "I didn't want you to think my family was that's messed up".
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I cant anymore-a mid90s Ruben fanfiction
Fanfictionyour a 14 year old, bisexual Hispanic girl who has an abusive mother and a dad whos moving you from Oregon to California. when