after the party you and ruben went back to your house and he slept over.
the next morning you woke up and thought to yourself 'I think I'm going to explore more of the city today, but first I need to apologize to Claire... I feel bad that I outed her even if she did deserve it' and then ruben woke up. you gave him a kiss on the cheek then got up to eat.
you walked into the living room to see Lila pinning luca to the ground. you just walked right past that was the third time this week this has happened and he needs to learn how to stand up for himself. you walked into the kitchen and got whatever cereal was in the cupboard and ate it.
after breakfast you went back to your room and ruben had fallen back to sleep. you decided to change instead of waking him up because he needed the sleep, he was constantly tired.
this was the outfit you had worn. Estée slept with Lila that night so you walked over to Lila's room and said "hey Estée can I borrow you brown zip up please?" "fuck off" she said. you took that as an okay and wore the sweater anyway.
you then woke up ruben and he got dressed and did the shit he needed to do.later that day you and ruben went to the shop.
"hey guys.." you said getting the guys attention. "if me and ruben broke up would you try and hit on me" you said as everyone just looked back and fourth from you to ruben. besides fuckshit!"fuck ya... wait nevermind your like 14" everyone just laughed and had a good time.
later that day everyone was out back but you were inside making some premade boards for ray and some lady wearing a ripped t-shirt wobbling clearly drunk.
"WHERE THE FUCK IS HE" said the lady. "sorry ma'am i dont know who your talking about and I think its best if you leave" "sOrRy Ma'Am BuT i ThInK yOu KnOw WhO iM tAlKiNg AbOuT" by the time that ruben mom stop screaming ray was in the shop asking her to leave. that's when ruben walked in. "there's he is" the women said. "mom" said ruben with tears in his eyes.
"LETS GO.. YOUR COMING HOM.. I HAVE A DATE TONIGHT AND YOUR TAKEKING CARE OF YOUR SISTER" she said as she started to drag ruben out of the shop. ruben then pulled his hand away and said "no" as he started to tear up! you then ran over to ruben and hugged him as tight as you could.
all ruben could do was push you off of him and run.he didn't stop running either.
after that no one saw him. no one got calls. no letters.
except you. you got a call. he told you where he was so you could come. but you didn't go, you needed to stay with Estée and the guys. you couldn't bring yourself to go. but you also couldn't bring yourself to stay.
You said to yourself "I can't anymore"that was the end of you and Ruben's relationship!
the end.
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I cant anymore-a mid90s Ruben fanfiction
Hayran Kurguyour a 14 year old, bisexual Hispanic girl who has an abusive mother and a dad whos moving you from Oregon to California. when