Love, Lust, and Abused

Chapter 5

Asia POV
So I called rah and he sounded like he was fuxking somebody I mean I don't know if I actually heard what I think I heard but I'm pretty sure he was doing some shit he had no business doing I can't stand his ugly ass. I'm so tired of him hurting me and disrespecting me out here in these streets got these hoes looking at me and laughing because his ass wana stick his dixk in every pus$y walking ugh Yall just don't know how I feel .... have you ever had some one that you love and will do anything for but all they do is hurt Yu repeatedly and I wana let go so bad but I love him to much to even be away from him for along time I jus wish I could get the strength to speak my mind to his ass!!!
Staying up till 3am my eyes started getting heavy as I realized rah wasn't coming home tonight. Laying on the couch with the tv still on I fell asleep. The next morning I woke up at around 10 am. walking upstairs I noticed rah in the bed sleep, now when did this mfka get here I thought to myself. "Rah" I said pouncing on the bed next to him.
"Wassup ma" he asked turning over and looking at me.
"Nothing much what time did you make it in last night" I asked knowing he was gona lie about it "Um around 1:30 you were sleep tho" he lied I just couldn't take this shit anymore
"Rah why the fuxk you lien I stayed up till 3 waiting on yo ass to walk through that damn door and you never did I'm so tired of you hurting me and treating me like shit you know what fuxk you get the fuxk out n go be with them funky ass hoes you fuxking with" I yelled while crying at the same time.
"Ain going nowhere this my fuxking house Asia what the fuxk wrong with you. if you want to leave then bye shit fuck you i don't need yo ass here all you do is bitch about shit and complain" he stated kind of hurting my feelings a little.
"Damn for real rah and to think you said you loved me" I said getting up and walking towards the closet.
"I do love you shit you just making it real hard for a nigga" he said with sympathy
"Making it hard for you are you serious you haven't been faithful to me since we got together fuxk you rah" I said getting in his face.
"Like I said Asia if you Wana go take yo ass on Mayne Ain got to deal with yo Bs but Ima tell you this if you leave don't bring yo ass back and I'm for real" he said getting angry
"Rah don't get mad baby I'm sorry it's just I'm tired of you hurting me" I said crying
"I know Asia and I'm sorry okay it won't happen again I'm gone be faithful to you okay" he said in a serious tone.
"Okay baby" I said somewhat believing him
"Now get over here and pop that pus$y for a real nigga" he said making me smile
"Of course baby" I said before pulling down my panties.
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Is Asia a sucker for love?
Will she ever leave rah?
Is rah a manipulative liar?
Will he be faithful?
Is change in him?
More drama to come. And if you don't like SEXUAL CONTENT then I advise you to stop reading because it's about to get freaky and in more detail!!!!