Alexithymia

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Pearl's POV:

"We're watching a movie," I said plopping next to Leandro on the couch. He put his arms around my shoulder. I got comfortable in his arms and sighed feeling all the tension leave my body.

"Choose a movie,"

"Divergent?" he guessed.

"Yes!" I gasped excitedly.

"4 is soo hot" I fangirled fanning my face. He smacked my arm playfully. And I gave him an are-you-serious-look. He kept watching the movie until I felt him get tired next to me.

We woke up 5 hours ago Leandro and you're already tired!

Leandro slept next to me, while I was watching the movie, so I played with his hair. He never lets anyone touch it, so I took the chance. His hair was so soft I just want to bite it.

What is my obsession with biting?

His eyes fluttered open and I pulled my hand out of his hair immediately, but he pulled it back in his hair.

"You like it?" I said smiling at him.

"Mhm," he hummed in his sleepy voice. It sounded like heaven just to let you know.

I cuddled with him, with his head on my chest. I'm still playing with his hair. I draw random shapes mostly hearts on his arm.

His arms wrapped around my waist and I felt a trail of sparks.

I watched him as he slept. He was soo angelic. I felt the urge to kiss him, so I did. I pecked his cheek. Trying not to wake him up I stood up. I walked to the kitchen after covering him with a blanket.

I made pasta for lunch and ordered pizza. While I was making the pasta I felt someone hug me from behind. I was terrified. "Stay away from me please" I begged.

"Calm down, as long as I'm alive no one will touch you again," He said softly turning me to face him

"Understand Mi Cielo". I nodded my head as a response.
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Leandro's POV:

"I'm taking you out for dinner," I said.

"Aren't you supposed to ask" she replied. Twirling the pasta on her fork.

"I know you can't resist me" I joked.

"Well then" she paused and spelled NO in the air. My smile was wiped off my face. She was laughing at my reaction.

I looked anywhere but her eyes. I'm very embarrassed right now.

"I was joking... I'm so sorry" she chuckled.

"Haha, not funny" I lied. it was very funny actually.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to" She hugged me.

"it's really ok"

"If it makes you feel better I kissed your cheek when you were sleeping"

Holy-

AWWW

"Again?" I gave her puppy eyes.

"Yes, sir" oh god- she just gets more attractive every second. My breaths are uneven HELP.

She kissed both my cheeks and forehead. I probably look like a tomato now.

''I have a surprise for you in the closet'' I said to her.

I bought her a dress, for the day I prepared for us.

I'm going to tell her I love her today FINALLY. I wasn't able to express anything for the last 5 years! I bought us matching black and white necklaces. They have a sun and a moon. I got her the moon because she's the only one who lit up my dark boring life. It might sound cheesy but it's true. she'll always have a special place in my heart no matter what.

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