Bad Idea (Camila/you)

Chapter 14

Billie's POV

"It just isnt fair, why would they do this to us" Here i was listening to Y/N rant as she laid on my stomach. I fiddle with her hair as she spoke about how unfair everything was and how much she missed camila.

"Y-Yeah, definitely unfair" I just wanna tell you how much i love you..

''Im sorry i keep throwing this on you, i just know everyone else is tired of hearing me speak about this."

"Its fine, thats what friends are for right" I said with a sigh.

"Whats wrong Bills, youve been down lately. And dont say nothing because you know i can already tell when something is up" That was true, she always knew everything. 

"It's really nothing Y/N" She sat up to look me in the eyes. Her head tilted to the side and i huffed. "I can't tell you.."

"Why not"

"Because it would make me a liar, and i've lied to you enough"

"Billie just tell me already, it won't change anything, i promise. And i'm no liar, i keep my word" She spoke making me think if i should really tell her or not. I tried to think of what my brother had said, if i really loved her the way i say i do i need to let her be happy and with the person she belongs with.

"I said i would never intentionally get in the way of your relationship, i cant mess with your life. I love you too much"

"Just tell me Bills"

"I'm falling again. And i don't know what to do, or how to avoid my feelings. But just because i told you doesnt mean im gonna ruin your relationship or try to steal you. I know who you belong to" I looked at the ground to try and avoid eye contact.

"Not everyone can control their feelings Billie, i don't blame you or think any less of you. It isn't you'r fault and that's something that's totally understandable"

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This is a very quick update because from this point on there might be some crazy changes. In the beginning i heard many people say they'd rather have Billie than Camila or Camila than Billie. So now here is your time to vote. If you vote for Camila this story may continue with you and Camila. If you Pick Billie i will make a "Bad Idea (Billie/You book) continuing from this chapter and on. I wont update this book for about a week to give everyone a chance to vote so here you go. Comment on whichever name you pick to continue with.

Vote-

Billie Eilish

or

Camila Cabello