amnesia. | muke |

the end or beginning?

luke hemmings was one of the most happiest person at this moment. he's been waiting for almost two weeks, two weeks too much. he had finally turned 18 and can move out on his own, which meant Australia was getting a family member back.

he was going to surprise the love of his life because he had assumed the letter he had written had not been received. luke, calum, and ashton were planning a date for luke and michael for when the younger one had gotten back. michael would never suspect a thing unless he put two and two together from all the questions the two boys asking him random questions all the time ranging from, 'what's your favorite fruit?' or 'what's your favorite flower?' he was so oblivious to the fact because he missed his lukey too much.

luke was never one to brag but he swears that this is going to be the best thing he had ever done. it was perfect, mikey was perfect so it had to be too. he would definitely have to thank ash and cal, well technically praise them later.

the plane had finally touched down in sydney and as soon as he stepped into the crowded airport, the accent he was so familiar with came flooding back to him, creating nostalgia. the car ride was even longer than the flight luke had sworn, anxiety building up in the pit of his stomach. what if the whole plan went horribly wrong or what if mikey would never take him back at all? he wouldn't blame him, luke had left him for almost an entire year for fucks sake. i mean, who would take back somebody who left you, made you bawl you eyes out, and never respond to your cute letters you sent to them. no one.

michael set down the pen in his hand and reread the letter in his hands over and over again, making sure the words were as perfect as he meant them to be. tears stream down his face for the millionth time in his life. he was a crybaby, a useless crybaby michael would tell himself. the only person who loved him had walked out of his life completely. for, who would love anybody with scars. or somebody who constantly put themselves down with nothing but the truth. or a human who was incapable to be an actual human. ever since luke left, he had to become an emotional wreck. ash and cal tried to get him help and tried to help him themselves. he was broken and the only one who could fix michael clifford is gone.

he set down the letter, the now empty pill bottle and the extremely dull razor. the only way he could find peace and his life be a continuous dream he wanted. he told himself he had nothing to live for and just went with that. nothing or nobody could tell him otherwise. michael gulped down a full bottle of vodka when he started to become dizzy. he smiled in delight, his wish was becoming his reality. he would finally do something right with his life.

cal and ash were finally doing their end of the plan, setting everything up. luke was counting on them to do this for him. the two never went upstairs to inform mikey of them being there so it would be a surprise for him so they had to keep it down. they were hoping this would pull michael out of his depression. ash knew he had it and cal had soon caught on. deep down it hurt them both a lot but they each other to rely on.

ashton irwin and calum hood eventually told the fans about the two of them together after all the doubts had left their minds. tons upon tons of fans had supported them with all they had and it made them feel wonderful to have fans like that. but they had more time worrying about one of their best friends that would kill them if he figured out how often they talked to luke. he would never talk to them again but if he knew the reason why, he would have been fine with that.

the lively car engine died when luke stopped the car and quickly got out. as he sees the house, memories flood back in his mind. he tries not to let the tear fall as he recalled the one of him telling michael about his departure. this was his time to shine.

as soon as he steps into the house, something doesn't feel right but he can't put his finger on it. ashton and calum had spotted the blond boy and practically tackled him into a group hug. luke had changed into nicer clothes after his long flight.