Till the last day I stand I shall fight for my love Erwin X Y/N

Loving and fighting

Warning: This chater is inspired by a few of my favourite sad or non sad songs, credits to the song artits for some of the lyrics

Everything goes according to plan Levi takes the left side while you took the left and took the beats down, but just as you were about to finish him the Cart titan shows up, picks up the man inside of the titan and runs away. "Levi here take my Gas and give me yours chase them while I try to find survivors finish him for me, your gas should be enough to take me back." You switch gas and and try to find survivors.

Just you were about to give up you see Floch trying to bandage up Erwin. You run shouting "Erwin, Floch." You throw yourself next to him trying to sto Erwins bleeding but it wouldn't stop "Floch are you the only survior?" He looks at Erwin then at you "I don't even know why I'm alive why did all of them die except for me I don't deserve to be-" You look at your hands full of blood you're not able to realise what's going on and stop Floch "Floch right now I'm more than happy that you're alive, Levi might still be able to save him." 

He hides his face in one hand and says "Y/n, you don't get it I thought he was half dead I was gonna end him I don't deserv-" But you ignore it and try to lift up Erwin by your own "If you're gonna stay here and tell yourself lies forever be my guest but I'm saving him no matter what" He gets a grip of himself and takes Erwin from your shoulders "we're gonna save you dear, no matter what." 

Just as you arrive at the roof you see Levi about to inject someone next to him standing Mikasa and Eren "Wha- What's going on? whatever we just found Erwin his bleeding won't stop we've tried everything but it just won't" Floch explains the situation and Levi chooses to inject Erwin. Hope and a sparkle was back in your eyes but Eren didn't feel like it "Levi we have to save Armin don't you get it thanks to him we've come this far it's all thanks to him" 

'Armin...' you thought Levi was about to inject Erwin but Eren jumps in Levi throws a punch and Mikasa attacks "Mikasa!" you shout, but you froze as she held the sword to his throat, he kicks her off and got back up and Mikasa comes at him once more this time being stopped by Hange "Hange you're still alive?" she ingores you and looks at Levi "You knew this day was gonna come now it's time for you to decide who we'll feed Bertholdt to" You were still in your thoughts knowing you were gonna loose one of them and it was now.

He tries to inject Erwin  but rze Commander slaps away his hand. You take his hand "Erwin don't do this please darling we- we're gonna get out of here I promise" you feel tears in your eyes "remember how we used to be loving and fighting for humanity? I can't Imgine a world with you gone" you feel his heart beat putting you head on his chest "Let me take your hand I'll make it right I promise I'll never leave your side can you ear me Erwin please don't leave me I still need you we still need you" Hange tries to pull you away "I don't wanna let go I can't live without him" "we'll trust Levi to make the right desicion" she whispers but you don't want to listen to her nor to anyone else "Erwin remember when we first met? what a strong soldier you grew to be... But if you leave me now, what I hoped would be impossible" 

Hange takes your hand one more time but this time you leave it"Erwin please I want to hear your voice one more time darling please" you lift his head to hopefully hear his voice one last time "Dear? Y/n" he stutters and you happily open your eyes "Raise our Baby well and... keep on fighting for humanity, for the kid, for me. Go.. to the basement for me and Floch I know how close you two are you're her bestfriend but help her take care of the kid for me please" he coughs "Captain shortie I love you" you smile and cry at the same time. The others look at you in shock but you didn't notice, right now it's you and him no one or nothing else flashbacks running through your mind from how you met till the day he left. 

Floch reaches out for your hand to get you away. Hange Mikasa and Eren follow you to the next roof. You turn your back on them. You're appealed about what just happened you sit down hug you knees then cover your ears and cry. The thought of loosing the person you wanted to spend the rest of your life with? no you were certain he'd choose Erwin even though you loved Armin you loved him like your own child but Erwin was still the Father of your child. The atmosphere was dry and silent. You feel indescribebly empty like your emotions just left your entire body and all you can feel is sadness and pain.