Jayden's Diary

Jayden's Diary: Pt 3

*Dwayne Enters His Bedroom*

Dwayne:In A Few Hrs. You And I Will Be Leaving So Get Comfortable While You Can

Me: yeah... By the way, where are we going?

Dwayne: Just Know We're Going To A lot Of Places

Me: Places?! Like What

Dwayne: yeah, And You'll See

Me:*laughs* why you tryna keep me busy ?

Dwayne: Because You're Gonna Spend The Day With Me, You Must Have Thought You Were Only Spending The Night.. And That Would Be It huh?

Me:Oh True *laughs* I didn't think of that.. But it was just a question so don't get smart

Dwayne: I wasn't but why you think I asked if I knew you had plans, you'd be gone already so of course I wanted you to spend the day with me *laughs* sometimes you don't use that head of yours

Me:*laughs* are you mad I'm not ready for certain thing because right now you sound a bit upset, your terrible at hiding it, so don't lie nigga

Dwayne: boy... Look, let me tell you something, if you think that sex is all I want from you then you got me all the way fucked up, it's a lot of things about you I enjoy I just play with you like that because I know you're a virgin and it's funny to see you react to stuff like that so don't say petty shit like that.. Cuz you make me sound like a bitch ass nigga

Me: ..... *sigh* I guess Dwayne, you can be a lot of things too but so far that's all I know

Dwayne: what tf do you mean !? We have classes together you basically see me all day, everyday. Im telling you i just play with you like that

Me:*interrupting* okay, okay, okay

Dwayne: hold up, wait let me ask this, if you felt like sex was all I wanted from you why didn't you say something from the beginning, why didn't you just draw the line right there

Me: look I don't wanna talk about this any more

Dwayne;*interrupting* nah we finna talk about this, I see you've been holding thought and emotions back so just speak your mind right now or forever hold your peace

Me:..... Really Dwayne.... ugh, ight......

Your not the easiest person to figure out so I'm consistently wondering about how you feel or what you think, did you noticed I do and say certain things just to get an reaction out of you, and I'm not gonna lie.. I did think sex was all you wanted, I still do think that too I'm not gonna change what I think about you just because you tell me"I'm just playing"you gotta show me that's not all you want, we've known each other for almost 3 years now and were hiding how we feel about each other....

Dwayne: thats you not me

Me: no nigga it's the both of us, how?! because if you weren't hiding how you feel then you would've been showing me that you love me but instead you put your feelings away and your shield up, in case I hurt your feelings like your ex did and that's one thing I never intend to do because I know I care about you, I showed you that before we even got together.... I'm not one of these thots you be fucking on Dwayne, for real

*gets out of bed & try's storming out but...*

Dwayne: wait Jay.. stop.... Come here*grabs my hand* you and I both know I don't think you're a Thot, I would've never brought you around the family if I thought you was a hoe, you know my brothers and sister and they know you so it's not even like that