Not Who I Am

Chapter One

 Hi! So this first chapter is Fundy figuring more out about himself, so basically in this first chapter Fundy is 13-14, which is why it says "Flora's" POV that will change later on to "Fundy's POV". Anyways please enjoy!

Flora's POV

I was playing outside in my yard with some of my friends, like Dream and Foolish, aka Captain Puffy's sons. Sapnap was there with Skeppy watching over him. BadBoyHalo was Sapnaps dad, but I think Skeppy was his lover or something like that. I put my hair up and we started playing tag. 

"I'm gonna get you Flora!" I heard George say. "No you won't!" I said back still running. Oh yeah, George, we found him in a forest surrounded by mushrooms. He won't come with any of us so we have no idea where he goes at night, but he really likes that forest, and always mentions something about this "XD" person.

After a while of messing with eachother and playing around I heard my mom call me in for dinner. "ughh, bye guys. I'm coming mom!" I said while waving to my friends. When I walked in I got picked up by my dad. "Daaad, put me doowwnnn" I said letting my ears droop down. "Why should I do that?" dad asked putting me on his shoulders. "Honey just put her down" I heard my mom say while giggling in the kitchen. 

"Aww, you guys are no fun" Dad said while putting me on the floor. "We're plenty of fun Wil, but right now it's time for us to eat!" Mom said putting plates on the table. I sat down and began eating. Once my parents sat down we started having casual conversation. "So, Flora, what'd you do today?" Mom asked me.

I froze for a second hearing my name, I always did, it was so weird to me. Anyways, I started going on about kicking the others asses. "Dream tried his little 'manipulating' thing on Uncle Tommy, and I kicked him in the balls!" I said a little over-excitedly. "He totally cried". I said confidently. At this point dad was laughing and mom was trying to maintain a straight face, but I could see her hiding a smile.

I grinned finishing my spaghetti, "Oh we raised her real well" my mom said sarcastically rolling her eyes. I laughed, "I'm finished so I'm gonna go to bed now!" I said getting out of my chair and hugging both of my parents. After saying goodnight and such I went up to my room and sat on my bed. I sighed thinking about today.

I mean it was fun and all, but I couldn't get it out of my head. Being called "She", hearing my own name, sometimes even how my body looks. I don't understand it. It's been like this for at least two weeks now. I walked over and looked at a mirror I had in my room. I stared for a while, my hair reached my lower back, it was a bright orange color. I had bright green eyes, and a very feminine figure. I hated it.

I sat in front of the mirror, I really wanted to look away but I just couldn't. Everything looked so wrong. I guess I was there for a little too long because I heard my door open and dad say "You ok champ?". I looked back at him. "Hm? Yeah, yeah I'm just looking in the mirror!" I said trying to sound enthusiastic. He smiled a little.

"Alright, well it's lights out now, so hows about you get some sleep?" He said. I nodded and lied down. Dad came over and tucked me in while mom smiled at the door frame. I felt safe with my parents, I always have, and I know I'm very lucky to have them. So ignoring the horrible feeling of dread I had, I decided to fall asleep and wait for the next day to arrive. (After making dad sing to me so I could sing along).

Finished- 10/11/21

Word count- 678