Mine To Pleasure | 18+

Stuck In My Head || 9

Surprise mother fucker!! 

Xavier's Pov

As I go to wake up I can't move. The doctor's incredibly loud voice, my ears are ringing. I can hear my thoughts clear as day. But I can't talk. I try to but I feel like there is something stuck in my throat, but I can breathe.

Another doctor entered the room. "He's been medically cleared from his surgery", "so we can wake him up"? "Definitely not, he needs rest and we don't know if he will make it or not". Why can't they just wake me up I need to find Mia. I slip back into my head where I was moments prior. 

The blankness empty white terrain un-traversed. My first thought after slipping back in was where is mia. I hope she's okay. All the thoughts started rushing back. The white area is now painted with images of torment.

Me without her.  The worst-case scenario was where my head was at.

But all of a sudden I heard her voice worrying if I'm okay. Weirdly, I felt like she told me she was alright and I said the same to her.

Then it all turned to static as I slipped back into reality still stuck in that same stasis.

 Doctors flooded the room, I was being noticed by them. "He is awake"! An overly excited female nurse yelled. "Call Doctor Bryant in here immediately". Her stern voice astounded me. "Nurse, stand by with the puke bucket I have to remove the tracheostomy". They put me on an i.v. to wake me up.

I feel better but I feel the overwhelming urge to vomit.  "Get the puke bucket he's going to blow"! The nice red-head nurse slipped it under me while I puked. 

They filled me in and it had been a week since I had gotten shot. They made me sign a bunch of papers that were medically involved.

Out of nowhere I just feel like I shouldn't really trust Mia anymore after what happened. What if it were all a set-up at the gas station. Leaving that retched hospital I reach what I call home. 

Since I live alone walking through the front door to find nothing but silence was welcoming.

A car pulled up outside a singular loud door slam. Oh, great what's happening now? Mia slams through my front door and yells " Xavier I am going to beat your ass"! I look very enthused and she walks through the door of my room. "I was worried sick no call, no text, no surprise visits, no nothing"!

"Calm down" she acts like I didn't just wake up an hour ago, hot-head. I could smell the expensive whiskey on her breath, and that rich vanilla honey perfume, potent yet pleasant.

"How much did you have to drink Mia?" Though it was a dumb question according to the wobbling she was doing. "Not a lot I drove over here just fine and now I'm here talking to you". Of she was going to make this difficult.

"Okay well, you're going to take a nap before anything else the guest bedroom is up the stairs down the hall to your right and all the way down to the left." She nodded her head "Got it," she said with such sureness. "You need me to walk you there, don't you." It wasn't even a question at this point I live this girl but she's something else.  "Yes please". I take her up and she passes out.

Then it hits me like a ton of bricks.
Do I love her?

 I return to my room and grab an old journal I had. I used to write in this old dusty thing. The old dusty black leather with a golden pen hooked on the side with gold plating on a name tag that says "Xavier".

I dust it off and wipe it down. The pen still works. I wrote down how I felt about how I was unsure at first but now she's here and I feel completely different.

Then I hear yet another car door slam shut, a premium slam. I can't make it out but I think I hear heals pitter-pattering on the concrete driveway. All the way up to the front door.

What could this be? One night stand, A drug dealer, a doctor, therapist, at this moment I have no clue. I hear the doorbell ring once. Another ring of the doorbell and I hear the tapping of the foot impatient and as if they had business to attend to.

Maybe it's my stockbroker? Or Patty or Fanny was her name. A whore I used to fuck.

The door bursts open I hear a loud heavy door crash against the floor and the fancy screen door shuts gently from behind.

I finally look out my window, a silver Cadilac, new glistening in the sunlight. My room is at the front of the house second story.

I hear the heels clacking loudly up the stairs. Shit, what did I do? As the footsteps get closer and closer a gentle knock on my door. Shit, what did I do? 

I open the door and I see a half-naked man dressed in clothing that was fit for a stripper.

"Antonio what are you doing!?"

I said very confusedly. Honestly, I was just trying to hold back the laugh. "I-i don't know man". I swear if he was any other person. "Why don't you get out of those clothes and change into something, I don't know. Different?" Shaking my head at my clearly wasted friend.  "I can't, I'm wasted and high." Of course he was.

"How did you get like this?" Looking him up and down again. I seriously need a picture of this. "He took off my clothes, he said I looked pretty, he drugged me and gave me a drink and I don't remember what happened after." Now I was just plain confused

"Who?" He answered immediately.  "Carson" Then looked down and staggered a little. "Wait, the gang leader a few towns over I hate that prick?"

Antonio is openly gay, but what I didn't see coming was Carson batting for the same team. This should be interesting.

"Yes well I remember most of what happened, I was hitting on his best friend super tall like 6,8." He says and sits down on my bed.

"So what does that have to do with it?" He glared at me and told me to shh "anyway as I was saying I was hitting on him and just as I had smashed a beer bottle on his head and I was about to leave I saw a handsome fella working at the bar. He then slipped something into my drink I assume."

I had to stop this I certainly did not need to know more "SO what your telling me is he dressed you like a girl and took you all the way to the west side and kicked you out and left you there alone?" He nodded and shrugged "Pretty much".

Now I was curious. "So who owns that Cadilac outside?" He chuckled "Me now, I stole it from the dealership from the west side". Oh great.

A loud thump breaks the silence of the awkward silence that followed the conversation.

"AGH"! Um, what was that?

Mia charged down the stairs. She slammed the door open and looked at Antonio with amusement. "Who are you and why are you dressed like a whore?" She laughs, hard.

He grabs the gun from the desk. Before I could react He points it at Mia's head and pulls the trigger.

She's dead. I was frozen. Looking at her lifeless body on my bedroom floor. I walk slowly to her and hold her to me. Rocking back and forth.

"I'm going to kill you!" I yell at Antonio, as he fades away.

What? My vision gets blurry a sound of a subtle beeping coming through. I hear the hustle of people through hallways. People shooting, baby's crying. Back here again? Then it turns black. Filling my senses. As it all starts crashing down.

I wake up. Again?

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I'm so sorry for the late update. It's been a big writers block to get over. Anyway. Happy summer everyone! This was just a filler to get the magic flowing again.

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