My Secret Love Fanfic Ze:a

Ch. 04 What Just Happened?

All I can hear is Hyungsik's voice being panicky and muffled. I feel cold and I feel a lot of people talking wherever I am right now in the background.

"Is she going to be okay??" I can hear Hyungsik's concerned tone. This is heartbreaking how he cares so much for me as a friend. AS A FRIEND. 

"Don't worry, it's just she had a minor injury on her right arm, left leg, and a minor bump on her head but trust me she'll be fine." I hear a deep old man's voice. Must be the doctor.

"But that's a lot of injuries...when will she be able to recover?" Hyungsik still has a concerned gentle tone. Why must he be this kind? I can't seem to forget my feelings for him even more now, in this state. Damn it.

"Maybe a week or so, she can go home after three days. It's just that she'll have a bit difficulties of moving with the current state of her arm and leg."

WTH? I just realized I live alone. I'm going to have a hard time moving around. 'nah...I'll survive' That sudden thought came in.

"Well, I'm willing to take care of her." I heard Hyungsik saying and with a chuckle at the end of his sentence. 

Wow~ he's willing to be with me for a week till I recover. no kidding? OR MAYBE HE'LL JUST MAKE FUN OF ME?

"Are you her boyfriend?" The doctor asked jokingly.

"Yeah~ 'Boyfriend'" Hyungsik said sarcastically. I know his sarcastic tone. 

"She must be so lucky to have you." The doctor didn't notice he was being sarcastic.  

Should I open my eyes now, I just don't want to open my eyes yet since I am having a major headache. But I want to see him at least. Lina, you promised yourself to "Let Go" just let go of your feelings you're having for him since you're no match to the type of girls he likes.

But I can't help it. So I tried opening my eyes slowly. I caught a glimpse of the Sunset. Wow~ it was a pretty sight to see. I don't turn on the other side, since I think Hyungsik's there but I still turned and there was no one there. Don't tell me I was dreaming that whole conversation? Am I that desperate of wanting him to be with me? that I'm hallucinating? I must be out of my mind.

Oh, this is serious, I should stop. I closed my eyes as I sat up and tried to relax and free my mind.

"Lina, don't go crazy now....because-"

"Because what?" I heard his familiar voice. I opened my eyes and glance at the direction where his voice was. I looked at him surprised and my mouth slightly agape. He approached me with sandwiches in both hands and he put one down and opened the other sandwich, and he stuffed it in my mouth.

"Don't look so shocked..." He said looking at me strangely.

"Bbmpdhfgdfidshaf" 

"Lina...bite, then chew and then swallow before speaking. I guess that hit on your head was harder than I thought. It made you forget how to eat." He laughed softly and ruffled my hair.

After taking a bite, I calmed myself down.

"Why are you here?"

"Because I'm the one who brought you here and I'm going to be taking care of you" he said smiling.

"But what about practices, performances, promotions and shows..."

He put his forefinger on my lips to shush me.

"I'm your closest guy friend, I can make time in taking care of you" he said smiling gently again.

And how is this situation going to help me "Move on" I have to make him go away.

"But you don't have to...it's not like it's your respons-"

"Lina. I want to make you my responsibility okay? I know what I'm doing." He said laughing.

"And what about making a move to the girl-"

"You came into my life first so I'd rather focus on you" He said laughing again.

"Okaaaaay... you're not gonna make fun of me are you?" I looked at him suspiciously.

"Lina, My dear friend. remember who took care of you when you were having a fever??"

"You...." I said with a poker face.

"And how I was taking care of you?"

"You were like a caring and loving mother." I said with a straight face. 

"So don't worry about me taking care of you. I care about you a lot you know I promise to always tend to you while you're well, like this." he said with a smiley face on and pointing at my current state.

"mhmm....My head is aching so I'm going to take a nap"

"mhmm okay." He assisted me on resting my head on my pillow and he brushed his hand through my hair...he rested his arm on the bed and rested his head then as I was about to close my eyes. I felt warmth on my left hand. Hyungsik was holding my hand.

 Okay.hold up, hold up. what just happened? can anyone like anyone explain what's happening? Lord, why is he being like this? I know his sweet and caring and...but why is he acting this way??? I don't want to think that he...because he doesn't. I don't want to assume but this is just...weird~