My Secret Love Fanfic Ze:a

Ch.03 Helping Him Out

Hyungsik and I are in a corner and are whispering suspiciously. Well he didn't want her (coordi)  to hear what we're about to talk about. 

"So why do you need me again?" I asked him confused.

He hunched his back a little to reach me since I'm so short and he's just like tall. It's kinda hard to be discreet. looking awkward hunching and whispering in a corner.

"I told you, I have this major crush on her and I need you to get close to her and start talking about me..." Hyungsik explained and I can't help but think that is the most ridiculous thing I have ever heard. Why would I be friends with someone so fashionable and all that~

"I don't even think I can open a conversation with that girl..." I argued. But Shik is starting to show the pouting face. Just not the face, I am in defeat and sighed.

"FIIIIIIIIIINE......." I sounded like I was being tortured. Selfish brat, why of all nine I mean seven excluding Kwanghee dear and Ji-hyun's DJ. why must it be Hyungsik???

We went back to the practice room, everyone is still enjoying their food and DJ is grabbing Taehun's food. Is he that hungry? I should make more for him.

I slowly approached the coordi. dang it...she looks so pretty. Even I can't compose myself.

"Um, excuse me? Hi, I'm Lina their food provider." I said smiling, okay I was joking. Did it came across as a joke. I wondered.

"Oh! Hi, I'm Hwayoung their new coordi. You were joking about providing them food right?" she said laughing.

"yes, I was joking." I laughed awkwardly.

"Hyungsik's really close to you huh?" I made a double turn at her. Don't tell me she likes Hyungsik too? I knew this was gonna happen anyway. why I feeling so depressed.

"You like him?" I----what did I just ask? that question wasn't supposed to come out yet.

"It's kinda obvious huh? I liked him from the first time I met him in person." She had a beautiful smile on her face, and her cheeks turned bright red. She must really like him. I feel more depressed than earlier.

"No no no, I was just guessing. hmmm...why don't you try asking him out?" I suggested something that would kill me inside. F* I don't wanna curse. 

"Do you think he'll agree?" she looked and sounded eager.

"Yeah, I think so too. well, you're kinda his type~" I said smiling. Oh my God. The pain is real.

'Lina just jump off the building now or just try to forget that this ever happened' I thought to myself.

"Really? thanks Lina! I knew you're a sweet and cute girl." she gave me a hug. wow her boobs are big. I feel so bad for my twins.

After a few minutes, I saw the two in a corner chatting while I stand here. Frozen and still in shock on how fast things developed. I feel like crying but I won't.

Tears please don't fall. I kept on repeating these words in my head.

Okay, they're falling just run and wave. That's right just run and wave, one, two, RUN.

So I ran and seriously waved to signal that I'm leaving. I dashed out of the door, I tripped and started falling down the FREAKING STAIRS! 

I saw my life flashed before my eyes, This is gonna hurt.

All I remember was everything was spinning and I bumped my head on one of the staircase and blacked out. that must have been a very very hard hit on the head.