HIM....

Chapter 3

( Song again to go with the story. I'm a big music person and love music so I love when a song just sets the entire mood.)

     I lost him because I was stupid. I look at the roof at the spot where we sat that night. We were both celebrating that we were graduating and I was also trying to cheer him up because his mom had passed away a week ago because of a heart attack. And now he had more bruises he tried to cover it by wearing a long hoodie and long sleeve shirts but I saw it. I did not ask because he did not need me nagging at him right now. Then we both got tipsy and we started talking and out of nowhere, he tells me he loves me. I said I loved him too, thinking it was not the way I felt about him. He said "You don't get it Luna I love you, love you I fell in love with you. You are my moon you help guide me at night you have been there for me through everything and I had to catch feelings I had to fall in love with the moon but at least I get to see her all the time and not just at night from your windowsill. Im in love with you Luna let me be the sun you enjoy."  Those words haunted me never leaving my thoughts. At the time I didn't know how I was feeling part of me was shocked and in awe and the other half disbelieving because he told me he liked someone else.

I would catch him and one of my close friends talking a lot lately. She even said she liked him and thought he liked her. Then all my thoughts were gone by him kissing me, I was stoned not being able to move for a couple of minutes then I kissed back but did not know much because he was the first kiss, I had never been kissed before pretty pathetic isn't it 18 year old who had never been kissed and her first kiss was with her best friend. Then I realized I'm kissing my best friend the guy my friend likes I could not lose both of them likes this. My thoughts were all over I was panicking. I pulled away and as he saw my face, how I looked scared ad horrified. He got up and ran up into my window. I kept shouting. I yelled his name over and over but he just kept running and left me standing there. I tried calling and calling him but he would not pick up. So I gave up said I will talk to him in the morning when we both aren't that tipsy. Well, I think he is more than tipsy but I hoped he had made it home safe.

After that, I called my friend to tell her what happen that the guy she liked I kissed. I called several times until I gave up and to my surprise, she called me back at 3 in the morning after I fell asleep. After she read my text told me everything. I realized that he and her did not like each other that she was helping him with a plan to surprise me at our graduation by having him and my friends have in the letter will you go out with me while I'm saying the Valedictorian speech, which I thought was very sweet and knew it was her plan because he hated all that corny, romantic stuff. After I Herd that I hung up got out of bed raised to his house.

As I was driving I kept calling him but no answer it said: "Knee socks" was not available. I called him Knee socks because one time I walked in on him in the gym by himself dancing to Knee Socks by the Arctic Monkey's and I never let it done. I never let it down also because he told me that he did not like the Arctic Monkeys. After all, he was so bad at dancing he was doing the running man. But we both have nicknames for each other he calls me muffins because for my 16 birthday he bought me tickets to a Khalid concert while we were waiting to meet him I was eating a muffin and choked on it when Khalid walked up to me to wish me happy birthday apparently he set it up and even has a video of me choking on a muffin. I was so annoyed at the nickname.

( I have two more chapters then I'm done again sorry for this shity  story was bored)