Living With The Idol

suicide and discovery

Jungkook pov

- I broke her house door after banging few times and not getting respond I tried calling her phone put I only head the phone ring from the other side she wasn't picking my phone call
- I went in and saw no one I went to bedroom hoping she might be tired and fell in to a deep sleep
- As I got closer to the bedroom my heart raced like a bullet train
- When I open the door I was shocked to see her
- She cut her wrist and tired to kill herself
- I went over her and hold her wrist to stop the blood flow
- I didn't knew when the tears started falling from my eyes I was a crying mess
- Y/n open your eyes look at me please just open your eyes and stay with me please
- I searched for my phone and was gonna call ambulance but suddenly my phone rang
- Hello jungkookah where are you I am waiting outside your
- Sugs hyung y/n sh-sh-she tried to kill herself, hyung what should I do
- Jungkook clam down call an ambulance from her phone and call her friends or family but please make sure you hide we dont want any news ok or it will be a harm to her and also us
- Yes hyung I will do as you said
- Jungkook called and ambulance from her phone and he saw the whom you called the last there were not many contacts so it was easy for her
- Hello y/n are you ok why are you calling me this late do you need some help
- Hello is this jas
- Hello who is this what are you doing to y/n I can give you wanderer you want but let her go
- I-i-i Y/n cut her wrist I called the ambulance can you come over here
- What I will be there in 5 say me the address
- Jungkook gave jas her address, jas came in few mins with her ambulance also was there jungkook heard the noises and he did as his hyung said he hid himself.

Jas pov

- I reached to the address and went straight inside the house but I didn't see anyone else except y/n
- The ambulance was here and the checked her thank God the cut was not deep and they even said that someone did a good job by trying to stop the blood or else it might have been hard to save her until now
- They took her to the hospital and straight in to operation room I was waiting outside the operation theater
- I was scared so I called jack
- Hey jack come to xyz hospital and I kept the phone and didn't leave any space for him to talk
- I was walking front and back waiting for the doctor to come out
- Hai jas you ok what happened I thought something happened to you thank God your ok, Jack said
- I started to cry and he suddenly hugged me and I felt some comfort and I started to cry in his embrace
- What happen jas say me he asked pulling me away
- Y-y-y-y/n tired to kill herself someone called from her phone and said mw that she killed herself I went to her house and I saw blood she cut her wrist jack say me she is gonna be OK please tell me even if its not true
- Dont worry jas I don't know why she did that but I know one thing for sure she is a fighter I have seen her not give up on anything she never gave up on her dreams you remember when we asked her to hang out with us and she would always say she has work to do I thought it was odd but on one afternoon I saw here working in a hotel where bts used to eat when they were not successful I have seen her teaching my nieces friends and you said me you saw here in flower shop right when we asked her she said it's true she does 3 jobs because her family is not rich she does all of these to achieve her dream
- Now you say me will tye girl who works hard for her dress will die over there without achieving it
- Your right I should not see the negative but the positive thing
- The door to the operation theater opened and the doctor came out
- Dr how Is she
- Thank God you brought here on time and you also did a good job in stopping the blood it gave us sometime you can meet her in the room
- I didn't know you know how to stop the blood jack said
- I actually didn't do that i let me tell you what happened
- Jas said the whole thing that happened how she got the call but there was no one when she reached and all

Jungkook pov

- I was waiting a little bit far from them so they wouldn't know I was there
- After hearing the doctor I felt a sense of relaxation
- She is OK now can we go and treat your wound now, Suga hyung said
- I didn't even know this whole time I have hurt myself
- Yes hyung thank you for being there for me
- You love her don't you, Suga hyung asked me as we where going tk emergency room for my treatment
- Huh I don't know the only thing I know is I need to see her smile I need her to be happy I just want her to be with me I want her to share her thoughts, feeling, emotions with me.
- Omo omo our jungkook is in love, suga hyung said in a low tone so no one could hear us
- I started to blush
- Hyung is this called love
- Yes our baby boy I big now I can't belive this I am happy for you
- After getting treatment i went home thought I had no will of going but suga hyung pulled me with him to his house because he knew I wouldn't stay home if he left me alone
- The next day
- Suga hyungs phone kept on ringing which annoyed me and woke me up from my sleep
- I looked and hyung who was speaking on phone and he saw me with a schoked expression
- I was confused with his look of expression
- What hyung why do you have that kind of expression
- Jungkook some one saw us in hospital but it was in emergency room only they uploaded a pic where you were getting treated.
- Rm said bang pd asked him to contact you but your phone is off he asked me if you were hurt I said you were but there is also another reason for it
- Jungkook i think you should say this to all your hyungs so we can support you and also help to speak with bang pdnim
- I said them we will meet in 30 mins in the hotel so get ready
- And don't worry about the news rm said the company will Handel it by saying you hurt yourself while practicing
- In the hotel
- Jungkookah you ok did you hurt yourself too badly let me see, J Hope asked
- No hyung I am not hurt badly
- Did you guys sleep well yesterday namjoon asked worried seeing our tired face
- Dont even start with it, Suga said
- Junkook mid you explaining how you got hurt, Jin said
- Hyung I smiled awkwardly and started saying them the whole story about you guys chatting everyday calling everyday and the message she send and he ran to her house and then suga hyung helped him they waited over there till he got the news and when he knew she was OK he went to get the treatment and they had no idea that someone say them while he was getting treated
- So this is the whole thing ya is she OK now, jimin asked
- Yes hyung she is OK now
- I bet jungkook didn't sleep well and that made siga worry and so he didn't sleep well right, Jin hyung said
- Yes hyung you are right and most of all jungkook forgot to say he is in love with y/n when I asked he was like I just want her to be happy I want her to share her pain with me, suga hyung said
- They all started to laugh
- Ya Jungkookah you better say this to pdnim I know he will support you, Namjoon said
- OK hyung I will once we reach the company
- I spoke with pdnim about me and y/n I am glad he supports us
- But I wonder what will y/n think when she know I am an idol will she still accept my love wait I didn't even confess to her and I don't know if she loves me back so I should be saying will she accept me as her friend