au:ordanry au
extra info:
warnings: bullied reader , mention of suicide , mention if self harm
requast: none
a/n: so i had to re write this case the first time i wrot this i had so much ideas for it and it was so unorganized so i just re wrote it
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you were walking next your friends well slightly more of a limp then a walk but it seems no one noticed and you didn't mind
You would alsways question why or how you became friends with them when your mideam status and there like litrly three of the best kids in the school like god
-5 years ago-
You have been bullied a lot you don't know why you don't really care they usally never get to you
You know there goul is to bullie you till you break and people know of this
Both students and adults
Some adults couldn't care less
Some activly try to help you
You don't want the help tho
You don't want to get them in trouble
You actully met the "leader" elaina
Your second year at the acadimy
"you I hate you"
Those were the first things she told you
She never told you why she hated you
She was the same status as you
The two of you got basicly the same scores each time
You understood the same things and got confused on the same things
You two are on the same level you did nothing to her
But no matter what she does you will never rat her out
Or try to get her in troubel
You walked into class it was with your dorm house owner miss clover
You walked over to your desk it was on the far left midul
On it you saw the normal writing all over your desk and as always they aded a new one on there
Teribel
Not worth it
Dumb
Bad person
Why are you here
No one likes you
Just jump
You should kill yourself
And in big bold letters right in front
YOUR NOT GOOD ENOUGH
You didn't bat an eyelash at this and swiftly sat down
You knew elaina and her little minions are in the back watching you growling you can here them
They have done lots of things like this
You havent cried once
Yeah you don't have a big smile on your face but still
