-Authers note- thank you for reading I am trying not to fangirl during class as I update this
(Kuroko's point of view)
"Why?" I asked myself I had finally found out that Kagami was going off to America . I didn't know why it hurts so much thinking of him leaving. I didn't know until this morning, he was leaving for America this afternoon in order to see his family but somehow it didn't feel right to let him go, I also knew it had something to do with me. Another light is leaving me and yet again it was my fault.
I don't know why I feel this way I was the one who rejected him knowing that this was probably the best for all of us including the basketball team. I knew instantly what I felt for him wasn't that of feelings towards a friend. I knew but I had to let him go. So I stood there thinking what should I do? should I tell him? why am I so confused? this is for the best but why? why? does it hurt so much there's an aching in my heart that I don't know how to control. I enjoyed my time with him so much that the thought of him leaving is overbearing.
I tell him "meet me on the rooftop there's something I need to tell you". Leaving the classroom and heading for the rooftop. I know what I need to say before he leaves. I also need to ask him why he has to go. I take a deep breath and look at the tall build figure behind me.
"I think I finally have the answer to your question." I said knowing that in the end I'd come to regret this decision. I knew it this always seemed to happen but eventually I would become nothing but a shadow in the light but no matter how much I tried that's all I'll ever be and I was content with that. Despite knowing that I was his shadow I couldn't help but look up to him. I needed to tell him that maybe what I was feeling wasn't just admiration maybe it was something more.
And so I hoped and hoped that he would understand what I was going to say next but somehow when I looked at the redheads face he seemed disturbed and angry but sad as well. Then I remembered the time where he called me up here to ask for my aswer to when he confesssed to me.
I took a deep breath and let go. I took a deep breath and told him " I don't know how to say this but I think I might like you back not I don't know but I hope you can understand me." I feel the heat rushing to my face in an instant I try to cover it up not wanting to show the emotions hidden under my poker face I tried the field I looked up to him I just seen his blush had increased that he was looking away. he hadn't seemed to have heard me
He moved slowly motioning He was losing his patience I know he was going to leave, he said "I don't know what you have to say so say it now before I go" I felt a dagger slice through my heart but I didn't let it show. I have to stop him but I knew I was probably only going to embarrass myself.
"I-I said I-I like you back" I finally said it it was barely a mumble just barely loud enough to be heard by me let alone Kagami. I knew it was for nothing because he was leaving in a couple hours probably not to come back I know it took all my courage so I started to walk away. I headed towards the door going to the stairs. I needed to get out of here I blush deep end and I know I was just about to play then
he took hold of my hand stopping me and turning me toward him I could see a grin appear across his face and I knew instantly that he had heard me. "What?" he asked as if wanting to make me repeat myself.
I built up my courage once more and looked him in the eye and took a deep breth "I might like you back." I said at once I felt the heat of a blush trying to take over my poker face but I pushed it away.
We stood there for what seemed to be a eternity until Kagami finally took a step towards me with a mischievous grin spread across his face. At times like this he really reminded me of Aomine but somehow he was different he at times was extremely rude and at other times he was gentle and kind .
Suddenly I felt a a warm embrace take over me and I felt it enclosing me. I blush unable to hold it back any more. Why would he do somthing like this so sudenly? He finally spoke up and I felt guilt at his words "Oi baka you should've told me sooner." I looked down knowing he was right but I was so ashamed at myself
"I thought you hated me." he said with a look of relief on his face finally he let me go and looked me square in the eye. he smiled he looked so happy at what I told him.
In my own way I was glad I told him but I also knew it was only a matter of time before the generation of miracles got in the way, but all I seemed to care about was the joy I felt at the outcome of the situation.
(Kagami point of view)
"I- I said I might like you back " his voicee was just barely audible but I heard it. It was so cute how he was trying to hold on to his poker face as he said it. I pushed the urge to smile and I stood there dumfounded, but then he started walking towards the rooftop door. Just then I thought of something. I'm going to tease him for only telling me now that I was leaving.
I grabbed his arm as he was walking past me and I let a grin surface before I asked him in a cool voice "What?" I loomed ofter his smalll figure awaiting his answer.
"I might like you back" His straight forwardness was kind of cute especially with the slight blush of his. but then I felt relief wash over me and without thinking I pull him into a hug he seemed suprised by my sudden act of affection so I stood there with him in my arms. When I finally broke the silence that covered us."Oi baka you should have told me sooner I let a little of my anger escape but immediately it was replaced with tremendous happiness.
"I thought you hated me." I told him. I just knew that he was hurt when I said this but I didn't care, all I cared about was that he loved me back.
Auther's note Yay a happy ending hee
nope just kidding !!!
the story will contiue
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RandomKuroko has been noticing that Kagami his best friend has been avoiding him lately. especially in the locker room after practice and games. Worried his friend may hate him, Kuroko will stop at nothing to find out why. boy X boy - gay