KuroGami Shy

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(Kuroko's point of view)

I awoke searching for the sweet warmth that was meant to be laying beside be but as I reached out to where Kagami should have been I found nothing but empty sheets and the bitter cold of the night . I liftedmy head to have a look around. I saw nothing but Kagami's empty room.I saw a light lining the door frame and figurei should get up to investegate the wherabouts of my lovers where. I atempted to sit up on the bed but felt a sharpe pain jult on my rear end. 

I winced the pain unbareable as I forced myself off the bed. It seemed to have calmed down because I finally got off my ass. I made my aching legs carry me to the door a slight pain at each step I took. He could have been a little more gentle I thought angerly as the memories of the night before came back to me. I could feel the heat raise up ro my face, I was the one asking for more.....

I chook my head in a atem to clear it and remove all the emotion from my face, I took grip on the door and opened it. A indiscribable pleathera of aroumas rose up to my nose, invading my very beingas I heard my stomic growelin protest as I felt the hunger in my gut . Kagami was an amazing cook and I usaully at alot of his cooking even more than my usaul portions.

I walked o the kitchen as the smell grow in intensity and I couldnt wait to see what he had prepared for me .  I walked into the kitchen and looked at the red haied male who stood tall in front of the stove making me a fairly large breakfast . I giggled as I relised that he hadn't notinced I had walked in.

i smiled an evily as I crept on up to him with ease, his back facing me. He was waering a firly pink apron with nothing but his boxers. "Boo!!" I said as I felt the gaint jump at finally realising my week pesence inside theroom. he let out a small yelp making a smile appear at the edges of my face. this was like nothing had ever happened or changed. this warmth that seemed to suround us at least for the moment filled me with unbeliveable happiness.

He placed the omillete he was making on a plate and turned to face me with his ever cheerful grin. "Here, eat up before it gets cold" his soothing mother like voice filled the kitchen. He placed the plate down and motioned me tofollow sutewith theempty seat acros fomhim.Which I gladly did after noticing the emptiness in my stomic . I silently watched taking small potions of the meal infont of mewhile he took enoumous bites of the ever diminishing platter in front of me. He seemed to eat more than enough for five to ten people. I loved his cooking I don't see how he can make food taste so wouderful andyet have it be so simple. 

 (Meanwile Aomine's point of view)

I hate myself how the fuck could I do that tohim ofall people. He was the only one who stayed with me even after I so desperately pushed him away . He cried for me until I finally broke him and he moved on but he replaced me so easily . It should be fine I was the one who pushed him away but why did it hurt so much at the thought of him with another person. My heart filled with so much rage it hurt so much...but why ? 

I hated the look in his eyes the hatered that began to form as tears rolled down his eyes Why couldn't I let him be he was my friend I should have been ok, with him moving on but...Why? If he was happy why wasn't I happy too with that?  Why?

The pain in my chest aching against my heart. It grows and swells, throbbing eating me but why? His sorrow filled gaze bringing tears to my eyes what am I supposed to do with this pain filling me up from the inside killing me. What did I do that to what used to be my angel?

I am a piece of shit ... I hurt him and once more pushed him from me . I have dug my own grave. I forced myself onto him out of jealousy. The envy I held towards Kagami held even more power over me than I did.  I loved him and yet I was too late to tell him he had been there for me for so long that that when he left, he left behind nothing but a hollow where he used to stand. I'm growing hollow each and every time I think of him, the thought of him moving on and  finding someone he seemed to love . The rage and envy took over the very core of my being, so much so I did that to the one prson I had grown to love and who loved me back.

Lukewarm tears slid down my cheek the substance lingering a certain warmth but quickly fading into the biter cold that surrounded me and filled my heart. I had been standing in front of Kuroko's house waiting for him to return bu he seemed he spent the night and all day at Kagami's house. I guess with the bruises and bite marks I left on him he would have a hard time explaining this to his mother who seemed to be every worried about anything as minor scratch. I should thank Kagami he stopped me from completely breaking the presious angel we both loved. Remembering the aching on my cheek and in my gut but I knew I diserved what I got if not more. 

I should have told him.... thre words, not too many but they held so much power.....Would it have changed anything? Would he have come back? Would I have done what I did? ...Things would have been so much easier if I had juist told him when I had had him but...I couldn't.... What I would do to get back the time we had...but I was too late and now I am paying the price.

I can't fix This no mattter how mush I apologize..then it hit me ther was nothing I could do... tears rushed where I had struggled to keep them at bay. This was it ther was nothing left for me to do.. I fell against the fence cradling my body tring to stop the uncontrolable tears. 

(Normal Point of veiw) 

Night had finally settled down the large appartment. Kagami and Kuroko had fellen asleep in each others arms after haven treated the bruices and bite marks that had begome to fade away. Pulling each other closer in a heated embrace awaiting the horrors that lay ahead the next moring.

Short ..yes i know I will try to update faster

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