KuroGami Shy

Why?!

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(Kuroko's point of view)

"Hey, Kagami?" I said making Kagami jump.

"WHAT THE FUCK , KUROKO!!!!" Kagami shouted noticing my presence for the first time since I got to school.

"Can I talk to you after practice in the locker room?" I needed to get this over with why was he avoiding me. WhathaveIdone? Was it one of the many times I "sneaked" uponhim.

"Hmmm" Kagami looked worried as he pondered what to do. "Sure..."He said looking rather troubled and unsure.

"Alright" I said hoping for a good outcome of the talk we are going to have.

(After practice)

"Kuroko... You wanted to talk...umm" Kagami stood in front of me fidgeting as if he was going to be interrogated.

"Yeah .. Why have you been avoiding me reasently?"I asked building some confidence as I look him in his eyes I see a pained look in them.

(Flashback)

" hey Kagami that was a good game" I said in the locker room at the red head sitting beside me.

"Sorry kuroko I gave to go" Kagami said running out with a slight blush spread across his face.

Having never seen Kagami like this I followed him out of the locker and into the bathroom beside it.  I did not think he noticed because he just walked in there in a hurry. Was he not feeling well.

"Kagami? are you ok? do you feel well"  I asked making sure there was no emotion in my word or else it could cause problems. I looked under the stalls untill I found the one Kagami was in. I knocked for him to know I was there.

"Kuroko what are you doing here?" I heard him shout behind the stall. there was something inn his voice but what was it embarrassment and something I have never heard before not taking much note of it I moved on.

I heard him hurry to put on his pants. I wondered what he was doing in there but I pushed the thought away it was not my business. It did not matter as long as he was
alright. Did he find me disturbing like the rest of the team and just did not want to tell me. the thought  of having him hate me struck my heart with a usual pain. No I can't have him hate me he's the only one who I can call a friend. I enjoyed being game with him because he tried to include me even if I can to many athletic things, Many of the other teammates normally ignored me but that was never a problem for me but Kagami just tried  many times failing at noting my presance.

I stood there and waited for him to came out so I could see how he was doing. He finally walked out of the stall with a flustered look on his face but just as I  started a examining it he looked down as if hiding something from me. It frustrated me so much to have him try to hide from me even though I know not to be nosey for I don't want anyone to find my own demons.

"Kuroko I'm sorry but I have to go" Kagami managed to say before attempting to run off but without thinking  I grabbed him by the the arm before he could get any further. What am I thinking I thought not understanding my own actions.

Kagami in a flash turned and slapped me in a blur as I fell on the floor.a sting was felt on my arm where he slapped me.

"Sorry" I heard him mumble before running of leaving me on the cold floor. So many questions ran though my head. Why, why does it hurt so much to watch him walk away.

I lay there on floor unable to comprehend the that pleagued my heart Why... why did it hurt so much. I lifted myself up and took some time to return my usual mask so it's natural state.

Ever since that day Kagami began to avoid me in the locker room, in practices, and then outside school. Every time I tried to talk to him he found a way to run off somewhere. I am very worried for some reason I don't understand why it just feels so lonely without my light. wait my light.

(End of flashback)

Kagami upon hearing my words began to blush, did he find out about it? did I let my guard down? 

Why. Have I done something embarrassing without even knowing it.

"Kagami tell me" I said noting that he was to ashamed to say anything. Unable to stand me never ending curiosity I stepped closer to Kagami.

"Pleace Kagami tell me" I begging not wanting to lose another important friend.

"Kuroko... Are you sure you want to know?" He asked me the meaning behind his words unknown to me but I pressed on.

"Please!" I begged not hiding back the anger and frustration in my voice. i did not care anymore i just needed to know.

"Kuroko ...... I .....I ....I love you but I can't hold my self back when I'm with you. Can't you see it when I'm close to you I can only think about you ..... If you find it discustung I don't blame you . I understand." Kagami words rand in my mind. What did he say!!?!?!?!

My mind went crazy as I stood there.I could feel heat coming up my cheeks breaking my emotionless mask. Something in me shifted and my heart skipped a beat without a thinking I looked down unable to say I thing to the boy standing in front of me.
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