Izuku Midoriya

chapter 3

Midoriya's pov
I freeze at the words let's have a talk no no no this is bad whenever a teacher says we need to have a talk it's always bad it's always punishment, disappointment, looks of pity I cant take that anymore the voice in my head says as I grip the sides of my pants not looking up fixing my stare at my bright red shoes. I flinch slightly when I feel him get up from the couch and sits across from me on the chair I dont dare look up I dont whant to see the look of disappointment, and pity. So why were you on your phone let's start with that I hear Mr aizawa ask. Continuing to look at my shoes I stutter out my awnser I couldn't f-focus so I uh t-tried to m-make class go buy faster o-on my phone I say not telling the truth afraid of getting Kaminari in trouble. I hear him let out a sigh listen I'm not mad I'm more confused you seem off kid usually your pretty happy go lucky ready to learn so what's up he asks. I freeze feeling the anxiety slowly consuming me my thoughts running wild you cant tell him this is your secret you need to bare it yourself he doesnt need to know your not sleeping he will only be disappointed in you they say as my body begins to shake slightly my eyes dilating and breath quickening. I dont notice Aizawa stand up and kneel in front of me until he touches my shoulder I make eye contact for the first time to see a genuine concerned look tears spring from my eyes I quickly whipe them away I'm fine I-I just d-didnt sleep well I say trying to end this conversation quickly before I lose myself and end up breaking down in front if my teacher.

Aizawas pov
I watch as my student in front of me slowly loses control of those iron walls he built up I see the cracks and I'm determined to break them down and let him open up so he doesnt need to carry whatever stress and secrets he has I can tell something is bothering him even with the reply he gave me it wasnt full truth. Midoriya you know you can tell me what's going on I may be a teacher and sometimes I dont act like I care but I do your class has wiggled your way into my heart and that includes you problem child us teachers are hear to support and help you even with outside of school problems I say. I watch as his shaking becomes a little more intense his eyes be come glossed over as tears spill from his eyes he refuses to look up at me again. Th-thank you s-sensei the mean a-alote he says whipping his eyes looking up giving me a bright toothy  smile I look at him with concern I can see how unreal his smile is ita not the smile I have grown used to the one that warms my heart this smile was fake it didnt hold that passion and happyness it usually does. Alright I say standing up if you dont whant to talk today that's fine but rememebr problem child I'm hear for you and your class I'm always hear to talk and help you no matter the situation i say watching him stare at the wall with a look i cant quite pin.

Midoriya's pov
He cant mean it can he I have never had a teacher care so why why is this diffrent I whant to believe him I do I secretly whant to talk I whant to cry and scream and let it out but how do I know it wont be like the rest I think to myself staring at the wall I slowly stand up giving him a shaky smile bowing before grabbing my backpack I will remember that see you in class Mr. Aizawa I say before quickly leaving the teachers lounge. As I'm walking down the halls I bump into someone I squeak ahhh I'm so sorry I wasnt playing attention were inward walking its entirely my fault I say quickly looking up to see kaminari. Oh kaminari~kun hi why aren't you with the bakusquad eating lunch I ask tilting my head in confusion. He looks at me rubbing his neck ah well I was looking for you to apologize for getting you in trouble. I wave my hands around frantically no no no I'm not mad it's not your fault i chose to uh about your question can I ask why do you whant to hang out with me? I ask looking away waiting for the awnser. Well Izuwu we are friends arnt we? Besides hanging out with new people is always fun so wanna hang out after school? he asks smiling brightly. I feel my cheeks heat up from emberesmant well your right and sure I would love to hang out! I say smiling up at him one should get to class Kaminari~kun I say walking ahead of him looking back for him to fallow so I say were do you whant to go after school I ask. He smiles I was thinking the mall that way we more then one option on places to go and things to do he says. I smile thays a great idea! Let me tell my mom and we will meet at the front gate after school sound good? I ask as we get to class he smiles yes he says walking over to his desk I text my mom telling her putting my phone away as the bell rings and Aizawa walks in telling us we have heros training.

Aizawas pov
I get to class right as the bell rings I walk in looking st my problem children. I look at Midoriya his mood seems to lightened witch is good I'm worried about him he is not telling me something and I can tell he has bean carrying this for a while and its starting to catch up to him. I watch him for the test of class I notice him and kaminari talking more witch is a bit odd as they have never talked this much before I shake it off for the rest of class and school. The bell finally rings signaling the end of the day alright class get out of hear and we will be back in the dorms after this week so you all have one more week at home I say watching my class leave. I get a fee moments of silence before my loud husband slams my door open I groan Zashi your being loud again I say oh yeah sorry bout that sho I just came to say we should go to that cat cafe in the mall you know for a small back to school celebration! He says excited I smile lightly under my scarf yeah sure we can do that let's go home first so you can change I say fallowing him out of the classroom and down the halls as he chatters away about his day I snort what a dork i say to myself.