Fallen bird

Powers

I wake up and stay confused. What is this place? It looked familiar... And than I realized, that I'm at Avengers tower. My dad.... Where is he?

"Dad?"

No response. I look around and I noticed all the equipment. I'm in lab. I started to get scared. Why am I in lab? Are they going to torture me again? I start have panic attack. I couldn't breathe. 

"DAD?!"

I start screaming. It hurt so bad. Dad open door and run to my bed. 

"Shhh... It's okay. You are safe now..."

He hugged me and start stroking my back. After few minutes I calm down and say:

"Why you bring me to lab? You said, you wouldn't do it!"

"Sweatheart, calm down. No one won't never ever again hurt you. I promise you this. You are safe here. I bring you here, because... because Loki is here too."

I looked at him with unbeliebe.

"Loki? Loki is here? Where??"

"I will take you to him if you want"

"Yes! Is he okay?"

He didn't answear me. He just stood up and take my hand.

"Shall we?"

"You didn't answear me"

He sat back and look at me.

"He isn't very well on it, but I believe, you can help him, right?"

"I- I don't know... I don't remember how"

He looked on me, squeezed my hands and said:

"I believe in you. You can do this Alice. When you will get your powers back, you will start remember, I promise. Now you just have to start believe in yourself too"

I smiled on him.

"Thanks dad. Let's go save Loki"

We went to next room. And I saw him. How he is laiyng on that bed... I ran to him. 

"Loki..."

My voice broke and I start crying.

"What I did to you?"

Dad come to me.

"It's not your fault Alice"

"It is! I know what my powers could do to somebody, when he doesn't know, how to use them..."

"Alice..."

"My powers are killing him dad. He is almost dead... We have a maximum of an hour before... before he... die..."

I start crying even more. I can't loose him... No like this. I raised my head and looked on Loki

"I will help you Loki"

I looked on dad.

"Can you please call that girl... Wanda?"

"Of course sweetie"

He left and I stay alone with Loki. I put my hands on his chest.

"This will hurt"

And I start taking my powers back. It hurt like hell. After few minutes I had all my powers back and pass out.
Next thing I heared was my dad scared voice.

"Alice?! Alice are you okay?"

"It... hurt...."

That was everything what I could say. It really hurt. Why? Well, my powers are bitch.
They're not just powerfull, they are destructive. Every single minute that they are inside of me, they are trying to kill me. Even when I know how to control them. I'm just lucky, that I always have my healing powers. Thanks them, I'm still here, alive.

"I can get to her head, and help her concentrate her memories"

"Do what you have to do"

I couldn't say anything, so I just slowly nod.

"Okay Alice, I'm coming to your head"

*Inside of Alice's head*

"You have really big mess here"

"Thanks, I know"

She look around.

"Where we gonna start?"

"I have no idea"

"Okay, I have a plan, but it may hurt you little"

"Do it. Trust me, I wouldn't feel it"

"Really?"

"No. You know my powers"

"Yeah, you right. Okay, I'm starting"

"I'm ready"

She start to store my memories. I felt relieved. I sit down and grabbed my head. Everything started to make sense. All my memories of my childhood... All feelings... When Morgan born... When I fell in love with Loki.... When mum died.... 
And I remembered how I got my destructive powers.

It was day, like many others. Dad went with Morgan and others on beach. I stayed home with mom and Loki. I wasn't with him yet, but I already like him.
He was in his room reading, because he hate beach. I was with mum in dad's lab, and we were watching on some type of new power. When it happened.... I was trying to make a little bit closer look, when it explode. It threw me away. 
After few minutes came there Loki and start looking for us. He found me first. I was already okay, thanks my healing powers. But I felt weird. Why? Because I had that strange new power inside me. But I didn't know it yet.
We started looking for mum. After while Loki found her. She was under some devices, and tables.

"Mum!"

I ran to her, but it was late. She was gone. 

"No, mum..." 

I started crying. Loki came to me and hugged me. We stayed there for while, and then he pulled her out from there. She was covered in blood, and she still have opened eyes. I couldn't looked on her anymore, so I ran to my room.
Later with Wanda's help I learned how to control my new powers. I was always with Morgan when she needed me, and I start to be really close with Loki.
He knew, how I felt. We started spending more time together. And after few months, we kissed for first time. 

And now, if I don't want to loose him, and go through it all again but now without him, I have to save him.

"Okay, you should be alright now. I'm leaving, please, wake up, okay?"

"Okay, I will"

And she left.