Jennie POV I am now lying on my bed while still thinking about what I heard from them. How come I didn't notice that she's sick? Damn I'm so stupid! I should be the who notice it first because I'm always with her! If Nancy didn't begged to me earlier I will not going to know about it for fuck sake I hate myself for being so stupid! I know I'm always hurting her not just physically but also emotionally but thinking that I'm going to lose her? it's make me feel like a lot of knives stabbed my heart. I fucking love her but I was freaking in denial about my feelings towards her because I was scared about what other people going to say if they've foundout that I'm Inlove with a girl. Now I was staring on our picture in picture frame, I'm always staring on this before I slept because I want to saw her before and after I sleep.
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Jisoo: Jen (sit in the edge of Jennie's bed)
Jennie: I want to be alone unnie please (sob)
Jisoo: (sigh) Lisa love's you so much, it's been 2 years since she tell it to us. We always telling to her to try to court you but she keep on refusing because she was scared to be rejected (sigh) Everytime you are bullying her, making fun of her, she never get mad at you. She was all smiling because you are giving your attention to her, she's already contented on that because she feel like you are always have a time just to bully her and she's happy because of it because she can be with you (smile) When the time that you two became close, she's always calling me every midnight just to tell me what did you two do for that day, sometimes she's crying on the phone because she's so happy that you are always have a time to have a bonding with her, she's happy that she can make you happy (look at Jennie's eyes) but she's scared, scared to fall deeper on you and you are just going to reject her, that's her biggest fear Jen (sad smile) the day you rejected her she immediately call me when we arrived to her house she told us that her biggest fear already happened, she told us that you already hate her and she's crying
Jennie: (cried) I-I'm s-sorry unnie
Jisoo: (hugged Jennie) while we are in Lisa's room, it's saddened me because I'm witnessing how she's having a hard time to breath, before she fell asleep, she keep on saying to take care of you Jen and her parents (caressing Jennie's cheeks) no matter what happen we should taking care of you, we should stay by your side, we should never make you cry, if you are sad we should do something to make you happy (smile) and we should take care of Empress, because it's our house (smile sweetly)
Jennie: (crying into Jisoo's shoulder) I'm sorry, I'm so sorry Unnie
Jisoo: stop fighting with your feelings towards her Jendeukie, you should tell her what you are really feel for her, I don't want to get to the point where I see you regretting the time you didn't fight your feelings for her. it's normal to be afraid but it's not bad to be Inlove with your same gender, We are now in different generation Jen (kiss Jennie's forehead) follow your heart (smile) so take a rest now and tomorrow you are going to see your love (smile sweetly) sleep tight my Jendeuki (kiss Jennie's forehead)
