Lost // Grayson Dolan

Part 8

E: what are you doing here
He said confused and helped me out of the car
E: and what are you and Grayson doing together
He said even more confused
E: OMG ARE YOU GUYS DATING
Y: no Ethan we aren't dating
I giggled a bit before bringing him into a hug
G: she's gonna be staying with us for a while
He said and brought my stuff in
E: what why are you ok
He said as we sat down on the couch and I rested my head on his chest while he played with me hair
Y: I'm fine
I sniffled quickly but stopped myself from crying
G: your not fine though
He quickly stepping in and sat obnoxiously on the couch
E: Grayson don't
He said sternly as I hid in Ethan chest
G: no y/n either you fucking grow up and tell him since your his "best friend" or I tell him.
He said and quoted with his fingers best friend
E: Grayson leave her alone
He said and hugged me tightly as I started to cry. I just hate when people put me on the spot like that it embarrasses me. Like I want to fall into a hole and disappear forever. I knew it was a bad idea coming here
G: she's staying here because he's brother is so toxic and rude to her
He shouted aggressively before running off upstairs.
E: what's he talking about Harry wouldn't do that
Y: I don't know he said some things about Grayson that were personal to him clearly
I shrugged quickly before adding
Y: he's broken isn't he ethan
I said quickly but regretted what I said
E: he's heart broken but I know someone who can fix that
He said and looked me in the eyes
Y: who
E: you
Y: no, no he hates me Ethan
E: he don't hate you he's just scared to love again
Y: maybe I should talk to him
E: just don't get upset
He said and kissed my forehead as I walked upstairs to Grayson room.

My anxiety rose as I walked each step closer upstairs my stomach had dropped. I just wanted to cry and run away but I pushed my emotions as side and knocked on Grayson door softly. To hear a little come in from the other side as I smiled quickly before turning the knob and walking in.
Y: hey
I softly smiled as I sat down next to him on his bed and wiped a tear away from his eye
G: I'm sorry for doing this
He said pointing to a tear that slipped down his cheek
Y: no don't say sorry Grayson Dolan you've done nothing wrong your just letting your emotions out
I said strictly as he smiled at me and laughed slightly
G: y/n I'm going to be honest and tell you why I'm broken
He said and took a deep breathe
Y: you don't have to Grayson
G: I know but I want to. There was a girl called leah I thought she was the love of my life the girl who I could finally be me around and expect who I was. I wasn't a fuck boy anymore I was just Grayson Dolan the happy guy who posted YouTube videos and loved spending time with his brother. But that all changed quickly as leah blocked me of all social media and my number. I was so confused of what I could've done wrong I tried my hardest to be perfect. But 9 months later she knocked on my door step I remember it like yesterday. It was raining hard and it was 11pm she knocked on the front door and handed my lily the last words she said was I'm sorry Grayson and drove off down the road. The one person who I loved spent effort with tried my hardest to make her happy and make myself be perfect was gone. The love of my life was gone.
He said and took a deep breathe before breaking down into my arms
Y: Grayson I am so sorry
G: y/n I...