Just some thoughts and poems

My Toxic Friend

I saw u
U saw me

I trusted u
U trusted me

We were so different
But me managed to be friends

I was dumb
Young
stupid

The first time u showed your face
I forgave you
Not thinking about it

U somehow did it
Used me
And I didn't even see it

I was on your side
Always

I gave you love
My trust

It seemed like
We were sharing

Our thoughts
Dreams

But in the end
When I was happy

U let go
And went away

But I didn't give up on u
I wanted u back
U were too important

U stayed

We tryed to be friends again
But everything was different

We stopped talking
We both went our ways

After some month
We texted again

We stopped

Completely

U went away

But I still think about u

There was I time when I would thought about you every day

But time heals

Does it?

U're like a scar
Visible

And even when u're gone
I'm still afraid
That u might hurt me

Cause I trusted you
But how can I be sure
That I can trust u now