please beware that these are sad, I also wanted to write this down because I recently had a dream of louis which will be the first chapter and I never healed from it and I wanted to share this experience with u, and other peoples experience. besides...
"my time is almost up louis" u say as u look up at him with tears in your eyes.
" I know darling just a few more minutes" he says as he looks into space
"why cant u stay for longer?" he said. my heart shattered.
"I can try, but it could end up in failure. I wont be very successful."
"I'm gonna miss u so much y/n"
"I'm gonna miss u more" u said. this point u feel dizzy. u have 2 minutes left.
he looks at me. are are connected. we kiss. his soft lips. Ur gonna miss this.
the kiss disconnected. "I love u y/n. no matter where and when I will see u again. even if u don't come back." he pauses. "I will always. remember u." he say as he rubs my cheek with his thumb.
u feel hot tears rolling down Ur cheek. "I love u too louis" u say as your voice cracked.
"now now. don't cry darling. your gonna make me cry" he chuckled while his voice cracked.
we cuddle up and wait for the time to go by.
3..2.. u look up to louis and smile. 1...
my eyes open. to my room. I start crying as I remember what he said. my eyes are puffy. red. " no matter where and when I will see u again. I will always love u louis" u say as u imagine him cuddling u. little did u know. he was watching u cry. as he was crying too. he holds u tight but u cant see him.
one day....
ill see u again
hello. this is a really sad one but i will make happy ones in the future so please don't worry. I love u guys and don't give up on life. if u are feeling the need to self harm, suicide, please call the national suicide hotline. u are loved. if u are being bullied at school. there are just jelly because they can never look as good as u. no matter your skin color ,weight , looks , u ARE YOU. don't ever make anyone tell u otherwise. and if Ur thinking bad thoughts, tell them to go away. there bad. push them aside. sneak out. go to partys. spend time with your family. color. go to the mall. wear that skirt. wear that crop-top. cut your hair. style your hair. brush your teeth. run around and dance. never be afraid of who U are. never be ashamed.
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