Is this real? (A (mostly) Hanjoo fanfic)

Dying

---Hansols pov---

Since the day Joo confessed to me and 'helped me out', in his words, we haven't had a moment for us anymore. The training went on well and both of us had to focus on work because of the valentines stage we had a few days ago.

It's frustrating me to see him everyday but not able to snatch him aways for a second. Every time I approched him he had an excuse. Went of with Xero, had to do this or that. Ugh. Even makes me mad now. How the fuck can he do this to me after that?

I rolled around in my bed and kicked the wall. "Hey. Whats going on up there? Are you ok, Hannie?", Nakta asked me from the bottom of the bunk bed. I climbed down and sat next to him. He looked at me. I grabbed Doldol, as he scoots over, and patted the spot next to him. I layed down, looking up at the matress above.

I sigh. "I feel like Joo is avoiding me. And that pisses me of. And what I tell you next, you have to promise me you won't tell anyone, ok?", I started to empty my heart out to Nakta. He pinky-promised and I continued to tell him what happened between Bjoo and me. I felt like he wasn't surprised at all as I told him about my feelings for Byungjoo but maybe he is just good at putting on a pokerface.

"Have you thought of the fact that it was kind of embarrassing for him?", Nakta finally said after I was done talking. I looked at him confused. "Why should he? I mean I didn't tell him to suck me of or something. Ok I said I wished for more but he did it on his own free will.", I said. Nakta turned on his side and looked at me. "Well, he might did everything on his own free will but maybe it was something he was also dreaming of a long time. And after he did it, he realised the shocking truth of what he did. So now he is scared what you will say or how you will react to it."

Wow. Why haven't I talked to Yooncheol earlier. Maybe Joo really felt that way. "And what do you think I should do now? He is doing his best to avoid me.", I asked for more advise. He thought about it for a moment and then said: "We have training today. But I know you two both don't need the dancing practice. Just stay here and tell everyone you don't feel well. Let me handle the rest. "Hm.. ok."

So with that I told everyone I had a headache and felt sick. They said they gonna tell the others and Nakta winked at me while they all left for training.

--- Naktas pov---

Time to text the devil.
Atom. You need to do your magic. Joo is avoiding Hannie and he is almost depressed about it. Something happened on the day we had training where they were late. And the little Bjoo sucked Hansol off. Tell Joo, Hansol is about to die or something. He stayed home after I told him I'll help him. PS: I pinky promised him not to tell anyone. So you're dead if he ever finds out, that I told you. ;)

--- Atoms pov---

I put my phone down and smiled when Sehyuk kissed my neck. "We have 10 more minutes 'til we have to go. Lets use them wisely.", he wispered in my ear. "I would have never guessed you were such a sexmaniac. I guess the others lost the respect for you, now you always hang aroung with a guy who is 4 years younger then you. Always wanting sex...", I said and had to laugh when he pulled me back and pinned me underneach him. "Take that back. You know they are shaking even when they are 3 minutes late. Scared I might kick their ass. I think I should do that more often to you.", he said.

Pgoon had both my hands above my head and kissed a trail down my neck. "Wrong position, baby.", I wispered in his ear and befor he could do anything against it I swung myself around so now he was under me. With a kiss I stopped him from complaining. "I wish we had more time, but work is calling and befor that I have to do my magic. And with that I do not mean make you scream my name.", I told him with a wink. I gave him a last kiss and stood up. Time to put on an act.