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Chapter 7

About an hour after the whole singing fest everyone was getting tired and I didn't want the night to end so I decided to go on a walk. I'm surprised I didn't break down yet, I guess I'm just still thinking all of this is a dream. I still didn't realize everything that is happening, I still have so many questions. Like where am I? What is my connection with Newt? How are we going to get out? Who put us in here?

I try not to annoy anyone with questions, I figured I could ask Newt because I don't mind annoying him. You are allowed to annoy the ones you love.
Wait, what? I don't love him. I have known him for two days. I need to talk to him. I need him to know how I feel.

"Hey Sarah Bearah" I hear an accented voice say from behind me.
"Hey" I say, my voice much weaker and horse than I thought.
"Bear? What's wrong?" He asks as he sits infront of me, I am currently leaning on the wall in the deadheads.
"I'm just so confused." I am confused with my feelings not about where I am.
"I know it's very difficult to understand we have all been through what you are going through the maze is a very difficult place." He says looking me in the eyes.
"That's not what I'm confused about" here goes nothing, I'm going to tell him about my feelings.
"Then what are you confused about"
"You" I say too quickly.

"M-me?" He stutters "why the bloody hell would you be thinking of me" He is so hot when he is nervous.

"Yeah stuff like how long have you been here and stuff" I say, bloody hell I chickened out.

"Oh that kinda stuff" he sounds disappointed.

"Yeah and other stuff"
"Like what"

"I like you and I have since I got here, I had a memory and you were there and we were together and I loved you and you loved me" I said quickly just trying to get it all out there. I looked up and reached for his hand, I just wanted to feel that spark that I loved so much when I touched him.
But, he pulled away, and when he looked up his eyes were dark and emotionless.

"We will never be together" he says coldly.
"What do you mean Newt" I ask. I was right he doesn't like me and he never will.
"I don't like you" he says and sadness fills his once expressionless eyes.
"F-Fine, we won't be together I knew I shouldn't have trusted you, I fell and there was no one to catch me, and I'm still astonished because I fell FOR YOU and you were supposed to catch me not bloody throw me off a cliff after blindfolding me and spinning me a million times, I loved you Newt and you let me down" I screamed some parts and whispered the last part to the point were he couldn't hear me. By the end of my speech I was standing up and stomping off to my room.
Instead of my room I walked into Mihno's room he is the closest person here I have to a best friend other than Chuck, but Chuck was sleeping.
"Mihno are you awake?" I ask shaking slightly. I felt tears streaming down my face.
"I am now what the shuck do you want shank?" He says angrily standing up off his bed, his expression softened after he sees the fact that I'm crying.
"I'm sorry Mihno I just need someone right now" I say softly.
"Do you want to talk about it?" He asks.
"No just an I sleep in here I will sleep in the floor if you are uncomfortable with me sleeping in your bed" I say I don't want to talk about it at all I just can't.
"No it's fine I should probably put on a shirt though." He says, i didn't notice he was shirtless.
"Thanks, for letting me sleep in here and for putting on a shirt" I say, even though I didn't mind he had a nice body.
"You know you love it" he says chuckling and getting back into bed.
"Shuck it" I said and got into the bed. We slept on opposite sides of the bed, I was on the side that is closest to the door. I missed Newt's touch, I missed the feeling of his skin. I missed us cuddling. God Damn it why did he have to be so bloody attractive. I need to be with him. I snuck out of Mihno's room and into mine to find Newt laying in our bed. He was crying. He was mumbling to himself.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm so so sorry I didn't mean it I didn't mean any of it" he mumbled and over. I closed the door behind me loud enough so that he would turn around to face me. He looked awful, his face red and blotchy and tears still running down his face.
"S-Sarah?" He said softly.
"Shut it Newt I just want to go to sleep, not talk to you. I can't sleep without you" I say sternly. He nods and I get into our bed on the opposite side of the bed. I'm still to far away. I feel his arm hook around my waist and pull me closer. I snuggle my head into his chest, this is so much better.
"I hope you know I'm sorry" he whispers.
"You can't take back what you said" I said then fell into a restless slumber.

"You can't catch me" a boy shouts with a giggle.
"Oh yes I can" a girl shouts back. The kids look at least 6. I can tell its me and Newt again but there are 6 other kids, 3 of them look like I would say Mihno, Thomas, and Frypan. I knew them when I was younger? The other three girls I couldn't recognize.
"Emmyyyyy where are you" I yell and another little girl giggles, her red curls all over the place.
"You will never find her" A girl with brown hair says.
"Come on, give us a hint" Newt says.
"Don't tell them Morgie" Thomas says.
"Don't worry Tommy they will never find Emily or Erin" Morgan says.
"3...2..1.." Emily whispers to Erin.
"Boo" they yell after jumping out from behind a bush. Emily jumps on Mihno's back and Erin scares younger me.
"You scared me kitty" Mihno shouts and spins around laughing.
"Guys promise we will always be best friends no matter what we always have to remember eachother" younger Newt says.
"Promise" we all say.
"I love you guys" Emily shouts and takes everyone in a big hug.

I hope you guys like that. I hope it's long enough.(THATS what she said) sorry that was uncalled for. Bye I love you guys.