Self-hatred And Low Self Esteem

Consequences of low self-esteem

obviously, if you're struggling with low self-esteem, you will lose confidence in yourself and doubt yourself too much. You will also create anxiety, stress, loneliness, and might lead to depression.

You might start self-loathing. You will criticize yourself for not being perfect or not being like others. Self-loathing might make you hate yourself so much to the extent that you will harm yourself and worst, you might try to commit suicide.

Just remember this, 

"No one is perfect."

Everyone has their own speciality and weakness. You don't need to be perfect. Ignore what others say about you and be you. You may not notice it but in this world, someone close to you or even if you're just strangers, wanted to be you. They wanted to have your life. They wanted to live.

And if you ever try to commit suicide, don't you think about what it will do to others. You might say that 

"Oh, I should kill myself, even if I die there will be no one who will miss me. No one in this world loves me. If I die it will reduce their burden."

You may not know, but someone in this world loves you. Even if that someone is a person who never even know you, I'm sure he/she loves you so much. 

"Why ?"

Because that someone knew how much you struggle. That someone knew the feeling of just wanting to die and leave the whole world behind. That someone understands you. That someone will do whatever it takes to stop more people like you to commit suicide.

"Suicide doesn't stop the pain, it will move the pain to someone else."

I just wanted you to know that this world is not just cupcakes and rainbows. It is full of every bit of everything. So, to lead a stronger life, you need to go through it all and not run from it. Only them will you experience the beauty of life. The beauty of the experience. Only then you will understand what is the purpose of living.

"The purpose of living is to live to your fullest and experience it all, to go through all the challenges and to nail it, to go through all the hardship and prosperity of life."