I Envy Your Pride *dnf*

Greed

Hi this is going to be a long chapter I might have to break it into two. There is alot of pov swithincg but it shouldn't be too confusing. Please give me tips on how to improve!! I hope you like it so far :)

Third person

That night he couldn't sleep. Why was this person who he hated all he could think about.

8 TEXT FROM JESS ❤️

I'm here so exited to see you.

Where are you?

You always do this to me

Hello?

You better be either dead or kidnapped BC those are the only reasons you should be ignoring me

I just message Nick and he said you were upstairs.

I'm going home

We need to talk tomorrow.... gn.

Sh@t. He totally forgot. This was the 3rd time this week he forgot about their date. He knew that she was mad. He new what 'we need to talk' meant. He let the girl he loved slip through his fingers. He had to fix this. He got all of her favourite snacks from a 24 hour gas station and rode his motorbike to Jess' house. He was almost their when he took the turning to George's house wtf was he doing. Before he knew it he was climbing the side of George's House and tapping on his window.

George pov

As i was putting a cold flannel on my swore head I heard a tap on my window. I assumed it was Karl or Wilbur but to my surprised I opened the window to see Clay's emraled eyes staring into mine.
"Clay what are you doing here"  I trembled. He hated me. Not always we used to be best friends but once I came out we started to drift. Then he started to hate me. But no matter how horrible he was I wanted my best friend back so I always let him in. That's why... Yeah... I wanted my best friend back. Not this time. "I-i don't know" he stuttered

"well whatever you want you can go ask someone else for I'm done with you."

"no! Stop I- I wanted to apoligise"

"go on" I was intreged

" I've been a di#k to you for no reason and I can't anymore"

"and you're telling me this at 12 am why?"

"I don't know, can I just stay... Please" him begging me for something felt good. Usually I was begging for him to not hurt me.

"okay fine get in....btw my parents are out you could've just knocked on the door bahah" We nudged me and rolled his eyes as climbed in.

Dream pov
That night was just like old times. We laughed and joked and just waffled all night. I missed it. Just like I missed Jessica's date fu£k. I needed to apoligise as soon as we got into school. I'm such a sh&t boyfriend. She's never going to forgive me I mean why should she? It was getting late so I grabbed my coat and began to leave. George grabbed my wrist and I felt my face go bright red. "what are you doing it's too late to drive back stay."

" oh no I shouldn't I don't wanna-"

"it's fine it will just be like old times" he interuppeted me with this heart warming comment. I aggreeed to stay and for some reason felt excited.

Third person
Clay and George got ready for bed in a comfortable silence. George got into bed as Clay turned off the light. Clay slipped into bed and felt calm and safe when he felt the warmness of George's body hit him. "night Clay I'm glad we sorted thing out" whispered George as he yawned and fell asleep. Why did Clay feel so intoxicated when he was around George?

Clay pov
It felt nice to have my old friend back. That's why I feel so warm and fuzzy inside. Its nothing else. If it was nothing else then why did I have to question that. Go to sleep Clay you're just tired tomorrow you are going to apologise to Jess, sit with the old gang and it will be all back to normal. Because that what you want. Normal. Yeah normal.

The next day flew by. I tried to talk to Jess at school but she did everything to try and avoid me. I fu&ked up. Bad. At the end of the day George and his friends invited me to the movies but I turned them down. I had to speak to Jess. I was about to get into the car when I felt a slight tap on my shoulder. When I turned around and saw Jess I  felt sick. "Jess I need to apoligise... Properly can we meet up later and I promise I wi-"
"Clay i love you... I truely do but you don't." she said with a tear in her eye

"i do I do love you"

"i know but you don't love you. You don't know who you are. You're lost. You aren't you or maybe you are and before you weren't wither way ulylu aren't the you I fell in love with."

"Jess i-" I tried to say more but the ball in my thought choked me

" it's okay you find you" she siad while holding me tightly

"and when y pi do maybe you can introduce me to him. Maybe we'll hit it off. For now i think we should avoid each other it will be too hard to stay friends" before I could even say anymore she walked off, with pride and tears running down her face.

I drove home. We'll tried but once again I took the turning to George's house. I knocked on his door and he seemed supprised to see my face.

George's pov
I let Clay in and instantly I knew something was up. Before I could even say anything he leaped into my arms and sytrted pouring his heart out. I dragged him to the couch and gave him a cup of tea. He seemed upset but not in pain. I needed to be there for him but it hurt to see him so upset over her and I don't know why.

Clay pov
  It was weird all I wanted to do was go home and be alone l but it felt so right being with George l. He gently wiped the tear of my face and I did it. I grabbed his neck and pulled him until his lips were touching mine at first he jooltex back but soon relaxed. WTF are y pi doing Clay youre straight you know you are. But this felt so right. I quickly got up and left as fast as I could I felt bad but I had to leave. My thoughts took over. I wanted Jess. But I NEEDED him

George pov
It came to my surprise. But it felt right. He wanted Jess. But I need him.